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Youtube daily report May 16 2018

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Hello! Right now it is our first Mother's Day.

So.. sorry, watching the road.

So happy Mother's day for any mother or any type.

Like I said, right now we're celebrating our first Mother's day.

We had breakfast together and now I think he's sleeping.

Right now we are going to the Lilac Festival.

It's something we have here locally every year.

We try to go every year so now we have Mikko for the first time.

So it should be fun.

We're going to go to a local community college and get on the bus there.

and then go cause it's cheaper.

Cause the you don't have to pay for parking over there.

That is what we're doing now. Woo hoo!

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We're waiting in line for the bus to pick us up

and then take us to the festival.

Pretty long line.

I think that's the longest line we've ever seen before.

It's usually not that bad but it is today.

Well back in the car again because

we actually have a friend that lives close to the park

and she said we could go over there and park and walk from there.

Because that line was really long...

and it would have taken a while and it's almost 2p.

Like I said, it's almost 2:00 already

so that means we have until 8p,

but I know Jenna wants to visit a friend in the hospital.

So... better go now and park there

then we can walk since it's close so it will be better.

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This is where they're building the new park.

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Just chilling out. You had ice cream and I had a milkshake.

He's getting tired soon so probably gonna go to sleep.

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Right now we are in the festival.

Just ate recently, fed him, changed him.

So now we're kind of just chilling out.

Getting ready to head out soon.

Drop her off so she can visit her friend.

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Right now he's just playing around.

He doesn't have a shirt on because

why not!

I don't know. For some reason Jenna took off his bib

and now he has drool everywhere.

Whatever... so.

He doesn't need one right now.

Maybe later we'll put on the bib.

I think it's past 5p already

so we'll probably put on his pajamas soon.

But seems to be happy with his little frog and fish.

He was a good boy today.

He did really really well at the festival so I'm really happy.

Well today needs to end for the night.

Yeah

Anyways, uh...

hopefully you have a good night.

Mikko's been kind of drowsy for the past couple of hours

so I put him to sleep.

That was our first Mother's day.

Did you enjoy your first Mother's day?

Yep, good.

Well Mikko did great so I'm happy about that.

If you're a mother and you're watching.... happy Mother's day!

Kind of late since you're watching this the next day.

But hopefully you had a great day. Bye, goodnight!

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Commissioners I don't believe there is anyone here who does not know how I feel about the

current code and my thoughts that CodeNEXT Draft 3 does not offer the best resolution

or the best solution.

However, the resolution we have been presented with for consideration this evening is not,

in my opinion, an acceptable solution to the issue.

The whereas statements that were offered are, for the most part, opinions, not facts.

The recommendations will, again, in my opinion, achieve nothing of benefit to anyone no matter

what their perspective is on the current or proposed code.

Here are some facts: From the City of Austin 2014 comprehensive

housing study: more than 1/4 of Austin residents have sought additional employment to cover

housing costs.

31% of renters have gone without healthcare to afford housing.

Overall, half of renters and 28% of owners pay more than 30% of their gross income toward

housing costs and are cost burdened.

Austin is one of the most difficult cities to build housing in the country.

A 2015 paper by the University of Texas graduate student Meghan Shannon found that if regulatory

delays were eliminated and developers received approvals for multifamily projects within

the 120-day mandate instead of the 223-day average, renters could see relief of 4-5%

on their rent - average of $60/month, $720 annually at the time this was done.

Additionally, Austin is less dense than Houston, and it's sprawling at a faster rate.

And it's also been identified as the most economically segregated city in the country.

And I'd be remiss if I didn't mention the market because it is the determiner of housing

prices.

I know that there are many who believe that the city and it's affordable housing policies,

development policies, and housing bonds can resolve the affordability crisis we are seeing,

but it's current development-restrictive policies that created today's problems.

I would also like to remind the commission that council went out of its way and adopted

a resolution that included ZAP in a recommendation process, giving ZAP the opportunity to participate.

I believe this resolution as presented will do nothing more than completely remove ZAP

from the process.

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This is The Central Market in Moscow

we have "roscas de pascua" cause its easter

this is a food court

breads sushi

chocolates

the inevitable coloured macaroons

vegan

i'd imagine all chocolates are dairy free

hamburgers

asian food

all the broken plates

here I am with my friend Richard

ice cream or gelato ?

another spot with a brillant name

plov is like a stir fried rice, very oily

all types of oysters

all oysters are Japanese

wine beer

this is a great option for food

only 3 months old

for world cup it'll be fantastic

so here I am with my buddy Richard

and this sushi platter

this is how I leave Moscow

a coach with a bed

W T F !!

number of room and number of bed !

desayuno si en la cama

blini o crepes ?

you have to pay for coffee

can I open the bottle of wine?

you can't drink in the train

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A child

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Dark And Disturbing Things You Never Knew About K-Pop - Duration: 8:34.

The foundations of K-pop music as we know it today were laid in the late '80s, when

the South Korean government loosened censorship laws in an effort to modernize, but the Korean

music wave didn't start making a splash on global shores until the 2010s, thanks in no

small part to YouTube.

According to a 2017 Bloomberg report, the worldwide K-pop industry is worth almost $5

billion, but this fame comes at a cost.

It might be all shiny and happy on the surface, but K-pop has a disturbing dark side that

artists are only now starting to expose.

Brace yourself as we take a closer look at the underbelly of this entertainment industry.

The slave contracts

If you're familiar with K-pop, chances are you've heard the term "slave contract."

Managers profiting from the talent and hard work of their artists is by no means a strictly

Korean phenomenon, but it's here that the exploitation of aspiring stars appears to

be at its most blatant.

Former JJCC member Prince Mak claims that the notorious slave contract is not only real,

it's widespread.

He said on his radio show, The Prince Mak Hour:

"Slave contracts are a long time.

Normal contracts are from 7 years to 15 years."

Prince Mak noted this means that a star who debuts at age 25 with a 15 year contract will

still be in a K-pop group when they're 40.

Even worse, according to Prince Mak, is that the contracts don't start right way.

"Your years in your contract actually start from when you debut.

So you could be training from when you're ten years, but that doesn't count."

Boot camp hell

When Spin magazine's David Bevan visited the headquarters of YG Entertainment in 2012,

the music journalist was impressed with the postmodern complex, boutique cafeteria, plush

recording studios, and on-site gym manned by a famous Korean fitness guru.

However, this was all in stark contrast to the building in which the company's 30-or-so

boot campers were actually living at the time.

According to Bevan:

"You would never guess that this is where they live [...] a squat, red-brick apartment

building whose only distinguishing mark is the grimy noodle shop tucked into its ground

floor."

Cramped living conditions and strict schedules aren't the only hardships that some K-pop

trainees are subjected to.

Ferlyn Wong, former member of female idol quintet Skarf, claimed in an interview with

The New Paper that her manager would subject her to "verbal abuse" during boot camp, telling

her that

"[She was] too opinionated […] [and would] never succeed in anything she does."

What do the parents of these young performers think of all this?

Well, many moms and dads may be at the mercy of the agencies, too.

Wong added:

"My manager told my mum off, saying she should have taught her daughter better and that her

daughter is not living the way a proper human being should."

Money woes

You could argue that all of this sacrifice is worth it when the reward is fame and fortune,

but in truth, K-pop stars rarely get the latter.

According to former JJCC member Prince Mak:

"The company usually gets 90 percent and the artist gets 10 percent.

If you're lucky then company gets 80 percent and the artist gets 20 percent.

And that's per group, Mak said, so if you're in a five-member act, you'll personally only

see only 2 percent of the cash.

From that 2 percent, the idol also has to repay the money the agency spent training

them at boot camp, and the debt just keeps growing

Worked to exhaustion

After graduating boot camp, the hours don't get any less grueling.

Being a K-pop idol is a full-time job and then some, with groups reportedly expected

to be on the clock all day, every day.

Prince Mak weighed in on the workday on his radio show.

"You could be working 20 hours, or even a whole day.

I've worked 20 hour shifts.

I'm shooting a reality or variety TV show and they went on for 20 hours.

With shifts that long, when do the stars sleep?

Not very often, for one.

"Every day we average about three to four hours sleep, apart from that it's all training

or work."

Plastic surgery pressures

Surgery is reportedly rife in K-pop, and artists will often allude to its prevalence in their

music, whether that be to subtly poke fun at it, like in Psy's "New Face," or brazenly

embrace it, like in Six Bomb's "Becoming Prettier."

It's not uncommon for idols to discuss their enhancements during interviews, but what doesn't

happen very often is an idol admitting that they were pushed into it.

But Shindong, from boy group Super Junior, did just that, saying in an interview:

"One day, the president of our agency suggested I should have double eyelid surgery because

I have an unpleasant look in my eyes, so I decided to follow his suggestion."

Solo artist Hwang Chi Yeul has also admitted to getting work done at the request of his

management, telling an interviewer:

"I didn't really have thoughts of plastic surgery, but before debut my management company

said that we should do it, so I agreed."

Strict diets

South Korean society puts a lot of emphasis on physical beauty, meaning that the more

attractive you are, the better your chances of making it in K-pop.

For idols, this means maintaining a strict diet.

According to Prince Mak:

"Our diet is always controlled.

Obviously I can't eat fried chicken every day."

The former JJCC member claims that he knew of a female idol group whose members would

be disciplined by their agency for not sticking to their prescribed weight.

Mak said:

"Could be a dance, could be running, could be no-eating.

So they'll get punished if they go over their weight, and they usually check once a week."

K-pop idols' extreme diets may also lead to eating disorders.

Artists JinE of girl group Oh My Girl, and solo singer IU have both opened up about suffering

from anorexia and bulimia, respectively, though neither girl has directly attributed their

disorder to the their jobs.

The problem

Kim Jong-hyun, the frontman of popular K-pop act SHINee, took his own life in December

2017.

In an apparent goodbye note shared by a friend, the artist spoke about the intense pressures

of life as a music idol.

"If you ask why people die, they would probably say it's because they're exhausted."

Jonghyun said in his note, translated by Metro, which was posted to Instagram by friend and

fellow idol Nine9.

The note said:

"I suffered and agonized about it [but] I never learned how to turn this pain into happiness."

The young star's note went on to say he felt

"[He was] not meant to lead a life in the public eye."

The intense media vacuum that K-pop stars get sucked into may put them at an increased

risk for ending their lives.

In 2007, solo artist U;Nee hanged herself in her home just before the release of her

third album.

In 2010, singer Choi Jin-young took his own life just 18 months after the loss of his

actress sister Choi Jin-sil.

And in 2015, Ahn So Jin was found unresponsive after being dropped by her agency.

Dangerous fans

Most idols use social media to interact with their fans around the clock.

When they leave the safety of private property, however, those interactions can quickly become

dangerous.

Members of Big Bang and Super Junior have been involved in multi-car pile ups as a result

of being chased by fans.

Kim Heechul from Super Junior even closed his Twitter account as a result.

If you're not safe on the roads, you're at least safe when you're performing, right?

Wrong.

Girls' Generation's Taeyeon found this out the hard way when a strange man got onstage

during a live performance and tried to abduct her in front of everyone.

Discrimination?

With training centers popping up everywhere from Sydney to New York City, the ever-ambitious

K-pop industry has flung its doors open to foreign talent.

Many idols speak multiple languages and are often required to perform in different languages,

with Japan proving a particularly lucrative market.

This means that foreigners entering the industry need to brush up on their language skills

fast, especially when it comes to Korean.

Chinese-Australian artist Prince Mak said:

"Korea is actually very foreign-friendly, but in the industry, it's not very foreign

friendly."

Mak isn't the only mixed-heritage idol to experience difficulties.

Some artists claim they've been racially discriminated against.

British-Korean singer Shannon was trolled after she performed the Korean national anthem

at a baseball game.

She said on the South Korean variety show My Neighbour, Charles:

"My mother is Korean, and it shouldn't matter, because I have Korean blood in me.

But they kept calling me a foreigner.

They wrote negative comments about me."

Chinese native Fei, of girl group Miss A, had a similar experience with haters.

She explained on the show:

"When I first came to Korea, someone asked me if I only take a shower once a week.

I was taken aback.

I said, 'I shower everyday.

Why?

Do you think Chinese people don't take showers?'

The person seriously thought that.

I was surprised."

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UPSTAIRS INFERNO Q&A with Rev. John Gill & Skip Bailey - Phoenix, AZ Screening - Duration: 35:53.

(uplifting piano music)

- So, while they're getting settled,

You saw in the end credits there, this film debuted in 2015.

We premiered it in New Orleans

on the anniversary of the fire.

We had friends, families of the victims

come in from across the country for the World Premiere.

I thought that was the only place

we should have our premiere.

And that was in the summer of 2015.

So, now that we're in 2017,

we live in a somewhat different world.

And, because on June 12, 2016,

the Pulse shooting happened.

And the death toll at Pulse surpassed that,

the death toll, of The Up Stairs Lounge.

So, it's very haunting and prophetic

those last two interviews that are in the film,

they, ever since the Pulse shooting, they give me chills

because it's the foreshadowing.

Because what Ricky Everett says,

"Look what anger and hate can do."

And we saw that again happen in Orlando,

and Reverend Perry saying, "I hope our community

never has to go through this. I hope not. I pray not."

And then, we see another community have

to go through this horror, this senseless horror

of death and tragedy.

So, it is, The Up Stairs Lounge is no longer

the largest gay mass murder in U.S. history,

and unfortunately, we have yet another one.

We must unite and make sure we do what we can

to honor the memories of those lost in both tragedies,

and continue to teach our history

and keep their memories alive moving forward.

So I'm going to open it up for some questions.

Okay. I'm gonna see, are there any opening comments up here?

- This is the first time I've seen the film.

So, obviously, it was a very emotional experience for me.

A reminder of people's faces.

People's names that I knew.

To give you a little bit of a background

of my association with the New Orleans church,

I was pastoring in Atlanta & Southeast District Coordinator

for Florida, Georgia, Tennessee,

Mississippi, Alabama and Louisiana.

And the church in New Orleans was kind of

at the far flung geographical location of our district,

and I had gone there about a year, a year and a half,

before the tragedy.

And they were so glad that someone was coming

to spend some time with them.

And I remember one of the memories I had was

they made, took cardboard, and they covered it

with white satin, and they made a mitre out of it.

And they crowned me Bishop of New Orleans for MCC.

And I remember that because it was just an indication

of how quickly we bonded with one another.

And then, as the film mentioned, if you remember,

I found out about the fire.

Ronnie Rosenthal, who was a member of my church in Atlanta,

MCC Atlanta, had been there to visit,

I think his name was Everett.

[Robert] Ricky Everett

- Ricky Everett.

And, he called me that night.

There was a movie that we had

at the church that Sunday night.

And Ronnie called, and that's when I called Reverend Perry,

and we got there the next day.

It seems so long ago, until tonight.

And then it seems, and seeing the movie tonight,

like it was yesterday.

And, we had so much to do

as I talked with Robert last night about it,

that I'm not sure we were even aware of what was going on.

And as terrible in retrospect as it was,

as to some of the reaction and response of officials

in the church at that time,

you know, I have to tell you, we weren't surprised.

Many of you might think how terrible that was.

But when you live in that culture, and you're used to that,

every single day, we just had to deal with it and move on.

But tonight, it really came flooding in on me

how terrible it was.

The reactions of the people.

I'm just going to need a little time to process the movie,

but it really took me back and brought up a lot of memories.

- Thank you, thank you John, for being here.

And thank you for all that you did in New Orleans

for the community.

I didn't say this last night, and you left,

and like, oh my gosh, I don't know what the community

would have done without you guys there.

And I shudder to think what kind of spiritual guidance,

if any kind of spiritual guidance they would have had,

had you guys had not been there.

So thank you so much for going there

and helping that community heal.

- Yes.

- [Audience Member #1] Can I say a comment?

- Yeah, sure.

- [Audience Member #1] Well, it gets kind of cold here,

but you know, I think that, sometimes we take it

for granted the communication with each other.

You know, the understanding, the reason.

But, sometimes we find something that will comfort us

and make us whole, to have that freedom,

that freedom to be free.

But there's an energy, a negative energy,

that don't want us to be free, no matter what

or who we are.

You know, it doesn't matter what kind of gender we have,

love unites us all, you know.

Everywhere you go, that's how it is.

And when you cross the line where it's not comfortable,

you know what I mean, it goes for my life,

you know what I mean.

You will destroy it, because you just don't want it around.

You know, and why I mentioned it,

is that sometimes we block. We do that naturally,

like when we're talking about we're humans.

We are brothers and sisters here, you know.

And love is the most powerful thing there is,

you know, for all of us,

and no matter who we are, what kind of...

You know, I go to N.A., A.A.. A lot of people go there.

What brought us together is the unity that we have

to help each other, to stay clean

so I don't overdose or whatever.

And you know, when I hold people, we're gently hugging,

I feel energy from each other, you know.

I mean, they do have [indecipherable] in the same room,

but the unity that we have together, the bond,

is beautiful, you know.

You know, I'm not, you know..

I have a girlfriend.

Anyway, what I'm saying is that we share that joy,

that bond together, you know what I mean.

Because it's beautiful.

- I'd like to think that no matter what

your background is, how you identify,

you know, whether you're male or female,

or your sexual orientation or your religious background,

that we are more alike than we are different.

And I'd like to think that this film shows that,

that we all share that same common thread.

We share love of family, of faith, of our loss,

of joy.

We are more alike that we are different,

so that is one of my hopes, to get that message across

through this film, so thank you for sharing.

Moving on to Mr. Skip over here,

as you saw, we talked about Ferris LeBlanc in the epilogue.

To give you a little bit of background,

Skip contacted me in the beginning of 2015.

We were wrapping up this film.

It was pretty much locked, and he introduced himself.

And said... well, I won't get into the story.

He introduced himself to me and

I feel like we've become close family

in the pursuit of more information about his uncle.

I just wanted to explain why there was this

epilogue at the end, because actually,

their story is going to be a film of their own,

so make sure you like 'Upstairs Inferno' on Facebook

to keep in touch with the releases happening.

[Audience laughter]

But I'm gonna let Skip talk a little bit about

how we met, how this all came about

in the beginning of January 2015.

- Well, as you saw in the epilogue,

we didn't find out about what happened to my uncle

until January 2015.

And some of the questions we've been answering

through the last couple of years

through interviews, with Robert and the film,

a lot of people ask, "Why didn't you search for him sooner?

You know, with the internet and everything else,

there is information out there".

We have a big family, 13 kids.

I've got cousins I'll never know, I'll never meet,

and somebody in the family did find out,

and they didn't share that information.

So we assumed that if anybody in the family would,

they would let us know that we could pursue

finding my uncle.

Well, we finally did an internet search on our own,

and I found out about Robert and Clayton and this book and

all these other people who had already done this research,

and they had researched the whole story of the lounge fire.

And all of a sudden, I find out my uncle was identified

and nobody claimed his body because our family never knew.

We're in California and the fire was in New Orleans.

In Northern California, if you're a LeBlanc, you're family.

You're us.

We didn't know anyone else had that name very much.

When we went to New Orleans,

we found out it was kind of like "Smith" and "Jones".

They're everywhere down there.

[laughter]

So what we realize now, is perhaps the police decided

it's a local person.

The name is local and nobody claimed him because

they were embarrassed that he was homosexual.

And that's been the concept

that's been all over the internet

and a lot of people's minds is that was the reason

we didn't claim his body.

Totally untrue.

We didn't know.

If we had known, we would have claimed him in an instant.

He was totally loved, totally a member of the family.

Every partner that he had during the earlier years

and even the later years, was accepted as a member

of our family.

It was never an issue in our family.

In an interview with my mother, who's 87,

they asked about that and she goes,

"We didn't care.

We're French!

What's it matter?"

[loud laughter]

Never was an issue.

But there's been comments made and such

that that was the reason why,

so that's part of what my journey is,

and Robert, helping, showing the film, the epilogue,

and giving interviews and things is that people know

that he was loved and that he was not abandoned.

We didn't care that he was homosexual.

He was a wonderful human being and we loved him for that.

And we didn't find help because we didn't search,

but now we know.

The journey is still ongoing.

The city...they're not real helpful.

We don't know where he's buried.

We know that area, but we don't have a spot.

We don't have a plot.

We have a number, and the cemetery refuses to cooperate,

so we're still trying to find his body.

Hopefully, we will find it and we want to get it

brought back to California,

where the family is buried.

He was a World War II vet, and we want to have him buried

in the veteran section for that.

So we're still working on that,

but finding out what happened to him for my mother,

at least at 87,

she feels now she can peacefully go to her grave,

knowing what happened.

As horrible as it was,

it does help to know what happened to him.

She knows where he was and how he died.

And he died two days after his 50th birthday.

We think he was probably at The Up Stairs Lounge

celebrating his birthday.

- Wow.

Any question pop up?

Yes.

- [Audience Member #2] So, at any point, like,

now that you and your family have found out,

are you going to have him a plaque created somewhere

near your family where everybody else is?

- What's that again?

I'm a little hard of hearing.

- Were you going to be getting him

a plaque of some sort in Northern California?

- When we get him back home, yes, we will have...

Some of the members of the family, that knew about it,

are a little upset that I'm angry with them

for not sharing this.

With a big family, there's a lot of that going on.

I will have a ceremony, hopefully,

and the whole family can come and we'll have a place

for him there.

And I've told the family that,

so we want to honor him as a human being

that was loved by his family.

Not somebody who was abandoned and

stuck in a hole in the ground.

One of the things that the city told us

when I first contacted them was that,

"Oh, those four guys,

they were just put in one big ol' grave

and they weren't even in coffins.

They just dumped 'em in the ground."

And that's the city's official comment to me.

Knowing that was wrong, I told them that,

but they didn't like to hear that.

You saw on the film, there was four grave sites,

there was four actual places for them to be.

So, it wasn't what they said.

It's been a real difficult journey, but I'm really proud

to be able to do this and try and find him.

That's the most important thing.

- [Lori, Skip's wife] In New Orleans,

in the Potter's Field where he is,

where we believe that he is, there is no marking,

whatsoever, that there are human remains there at all.

It looks like a cow pasture.

You saw the lock up. You saw the lock up.

So they did...

- ...the mayor's office get involved

even allows us to go into that.

- So they did mow the field

and we were allowed to go in,

and one of the things that we wanted to do

was to have them put a plaque even

on that cyclone fence, to just say that this is a cemetery

and there are people here,

and they will have nothing to do with any of that.

We wanted to have a plaque even put in

somewhere in that field and nope, nothing doing.

They don't want any attention drawn

to that situation at all.

Very frustrating, very frustrating.

- [Robert] But it's still a journey.

- It is a journey.

- It's still a journey.

- I think you had a question, someone on the front row.

- [Audience Member #4] My question was answered.

- Oh, okay.

Other questions we had.

It's okay, we won't bite.

(audience laughs)

Anything else you guys?

- [Audience Member #5] How was it received

when it was viewed in New Orleans

on the anniversary a few years ago?

- The question is about how was it received

at the premiere in New Orleans.

I can tell you: I've never been so nervous.

I mean, the film is done.

There's nothing I can do at that point.

I can't re-edit it, I can't do anything.

You know, the film is done,

it's ready to be put on the screen.

Can't really worry about the projection.

I was very nervous about how it was going to be perceived

because we had a sold out theater full of

the people that you saw in the film,

family members of the victims, witnesses...

This is their story.

I just had the privilege of telling it.

And I'm just scared on how they would

perceive the way that I told the story.

Those little ideas of self doubt

and did I present it in a way that they will appreciate?

And I'm glad to say that it got a standing ovation.

There were a lot of tears.

We handed out tissues at the door, just in case.

We had a second sold out screening after that

and then they invited the film back

last year for the anniversary of the fire,

and then they named me Grand Marshal

of the Gay Pride Parade.

So I was very, very honored for that and again,

it was my privilege to tell the story.

They trusted me with their memories,

and I don't take that lightly.

I'm really thankful they trusted me.

- [Audience Member #6] What is the building now

that the fire happened?

What became of the building itself?

- The question is what's the building now?

Well, the ground level is still the Jimani Lounge.

That's the name of the bar it was back in 1973.

Still in the same family,

passed down to the next generation.

And the floor that housed the Up Stairs Lounge

is now the storage room and office for the Jimani Lounge.

Jimmy Massacci, who runs the Jimani Lounge,

is a strong advocate of preservation

of the Up Stairs Lounge story.

He was 12 years old, 13 years old, at the time of the fire,

and he remembers being down there, seeing the flames.

And there's a plaque on the ground outside

the former entrance of the Up Stairs Lounge

as you saw in the film, but the stairway leading

up into the second floor, he has intentionally kept

some of the charred wood, some of the soot on the walls,

he's kept it that way.

Some of the soot around the window -

He kept it that was as just in remembrance and honor

of the fire.

Yes.

- [Audience Member #7] In order to, in looking at some

of the footage that you have in there,

you definitely have to go through police records

and stuff like that.

How cooperative was the city with you

in accessing those records?

Or was it like, "We don't want to talk about

this black spot on our history."

- I'll tell you what.

Research is what took up most of this time,

because for me as a story teller,

I want to start from scratch.

I don't want to depend upon anybody else's

telling of the story, because ultimately,

I'm responsible for what's in the film

and I didn't want to perpetuate any mistruths

that there had been.

I started from scratch, reading through the police reports

and reading through witness statements.

And all of that's public information.

So I was able to read some of that.

The problem that I did encounter

was that there were police recordings

and other evidence that got destroyed

in Hurricane Katrina.

So much of what once existed was now gone

and that's heartbreaking, because the...

Like, Michael Scarborough, the only person to hear

Rodger Nunez allegedly say,

"I'm going to burn this bar out",

his interview was on tape.

And so it would have been...

I really wanted to have that for the film,

but the police department did respond to me.

The fire department - they were very cooperative.

That's where I found that swatch of wallpaper.

So, for the most part, everything was pretty cooperative

but it was a treasure hunt.

'Cause sometimes I didn't know what I didn't know.

I knew there were certain visuals I wanted to include

in the film, but didn't know if they existed,

and if they did exist, where do I find them?

So a lot of times, it was going to the library

and searching through photographs

that hadn't been cataloged.

Interesting story:

I was just looking for photographs

of the police department from that time period

just to put on the screen, and I was at the library

looking through their files.

Old police pictures.

I'm going picture after picture,

and all of a sudden, I come across this photograph

of a staircase, charred,

with a can of Ronsonol Lighter Fluid at the base.

I'm sitting in this library and I'm like

looking down at the picture, looking up,

looking down, looking around to see if

anyone else sees me.

I'm like, oh my...

I just couldn't believe what I had just found.

And I flipped it over and it was dated June 24, 1973,

but it had been categorized as a Black Panther attack.

'Cause it was rumored at one point that it was related

to the Black Panthers.

So this photograph had been misfiled and lost

for decades.

So I was like, I've got to get this picture.

So I got the library to license it to me.

But it was a treasure hunt,

so the research process was the most tedious part.

I knew that I wanted this film to be a comprehensive film,

a comprehensive telling of the story,

because we had such great interviews.

I wanted to to compliment those.

It's a long winded answer, but they weren't too...

They were pretty cooperative.

Yes.

- [Audience Member #8] I'm just curious to see

how you came about this inferno.

How were you introduced to it, and how did you

get intrigued and compelled to do the story telling of it?

- Question is how did I get involved with Upstairs Inferno?

It all goes back to my documentary,

'Raid of the Rainbow Lounge' - postcards are in the back,

and I do have them for sale, I do have Square with me.

(audience laughs)

But 'Raid of the Rainbow Lounge' was a documentary

about a controversial gay bar raid

that happened on the 40th anniversary of Stonewall

in Fort Worth, Texas.

Multiple people were arrested, some were seriously injured.

And I'm from Dallas, and I had friends who were at

the bar in Fort Worth, which is about 45 minutes away.

We didn't know what was happening, but I felt like I needed

to get my camera and start filming this

because I thought it'd make a great short film.

Well, the story became very sordid,

and the film, becoming a full length film,

as we watched the investigation progress

and we see the police department evolve

as there were some very sordid allegations

from the police department.

They were claiming that they were there for a bar check

and once they were there for a bar check,

patrons were grabbing their groins,

and it just got really ridiculous.

And so we, it became salacious, and there was a lot

of activism, so we used, I told them the film...

The power of activism.

The power of building coalitions

with your law enforcement and city officials.

Because ultimately, Fort Worth became a leader

in LGBT equality.

Even being one of the first cities in Texas

to include transgender protection

in their anti-discrimination ordinance.

So we used the film to help educate and enlighten people

across the country, communities across the country,

Mexico, and Canada.

And in a respectful way.

And one of the producers of 'Upstairs Inferno'

had seen the film and seen how we had told the story

from history, in a respectful, constructive way,

and that we're using it to educate people.

And he told me the story of the Up Stairs Lounge fire.

"Have you ever heard of this?"

And I hadn't, and I was shocked,

because of, it was the largest

gay mass murder in U.S. history,

and I thought to myself,

"why isn't this part of our common LGBT history narrative"?

And it needed to be.

So, I decided that I was gonna take this on.

And that was the genesis: you know, 2012, 2013,

and started doing my research and started getting

in touch with people.

Yes.

- [Audience Member #9] Have you shared the film

with the LGBT museum in Fort Lauderdale

and then there's one in San Francisco as well.

Have you been in touch with them to share that,

to get some more exposure?

- San Francisco...we screened in San Francisco at the

Frameline Film Festival, which is the oldest

LGBT film festival in the country,

on the eve of the fire in 2016, which happened to be

11 days after Pulse.

(audience gasps)

Frameline is huge for a filmmaker,

and here, I'm just like,

I don't know what to do.

I mean, we as a community, as a country,

we're reeling from this tragedy,

and I didn't know how people were going

to accept this film, because it was

so hauntingly similar.

But thankfully, a lot of people did come,

and the LGBT History Museum, they came,

they did an introduction and were part of the Q and A,

so we worked with them.

They actually provided some of the footage,

some of the black and white footage

of MCC you saw in the film.

Yes.

- [Audience Member #10] The business owner

who was introduced saying that they really didn't care

that it happened -

Was that the sort of mentality that a lot of people had

at that time?

In the community itself, and the gay community.

- Would you like to answer that?

- [John] Yes.

It was.

Again, the movie portrayed the group of us that came in

as carpet baggers.

We were there for our own purposes.

And I think that was somewhat of a cover for them,

that they weren't more involved in trying to do something.

I told Robert last night, one memory I had was,

when we were there, we would go to the bars at night.

And we would talk with people.

And we would see them in clusters that were crying

or holding one another, and we would go talk with them.

And we also wanted to let them know that life

goes on and you can't just stop.

And we went into one bar one night,

and we noticed at the far end of the bar

there were two fire doors with panic bars.

And the panic bars had heavy chain around it

with a padlock.

I said to Robert last night in our time of sharing,

I have never seen, if any of you know Reverend Troy Perry,

I have never seen him

so ballistic in my life.

And let me tell you, when what you are saying

can stop the disco music and stop the dancing

and stop the drinking, you're doing something.

Finally the manager, the owner came out,

and Reverend Perry said to him, "We're not leaving

til you remove that chain."

Those weren't his exact words.

(audience laughs)

And Troy is a very intelligent person,

and knowing some of the response we had gotten

from the other owners, he said,

"While we are here, we'll be back to check

that door's not chained again."

And he said, "We have friends in New Orleans,

you don't know who they are.

They'll be here every month,

and they'll report back to me."

And he said, "You don't want me

to fly back from L.A. sometime."

And Troy did know people.

And there were people that would check that would call him.

But there was not only an antagonism towards

the group that was working there,

but also total disregard

after this horrendous event.

A chained fire door as if lessons weren't being learned

by people in our own community.

- Yeah, I think we probably have time

for one more question.

- [Audience Member #11] For the Reverend:

I am familiar with that Paul from church,

and I was surprised and felt...they had a symposium

last night about the history of the LBGT movement,

and our obstacles that we are overcoming,

and the church was brought up,

along with the fact... that I am curious as to how

it became an issue with the fire

at multiple churches during that period of

Metropolitan churches.

- I'm not quite sure I understand the question.

- [Audience Member #11] Metropolitan churches that

were being burned in the period that were mentioned.

- Yes.

- [Audience Member #11] Which you mentioned.

No, that was in the film.

- Right, right.

- [Audience Member #11] I'm getting my symposium and

the issue confused here, but it's all one.

I just wasn't aware of that.

Did that happen more after that?

As a social acceptance, by a pattern, cut that down?

- But again, yes, it did happen,

not only the burning, but other situations.

I pastored our congregation in Houston for awhile,

and the pastor before me, Reverend Jeri Ann Harvey,

they had been...I'm not sure exactly what time of the day

it happened or anything...

Anyway, the Ku Klux Klan came and burned a cross

on the doorstep of the MCC in Houston.

And again, that happened more than the press

ever reported it.

So it was not only the community that didn't learn about it,

it was society in general, who didn't learn about it.

It was just dismissed as another incidence

in the life of another MCC.

But there was a lot more that went on

than the people realized

when it was occurring.

- And just to tag onto your question.

We did mention in the film the fire at the mother church.

The Nashville fire, then the Up Stairs Lounge,

which had an MCC connection.

But a month after the fire in New Orleans,

the MCC church in San Francisco was torched.

So four fires in one year, 1973.

They weren't related, as far as like

a single person being responsible for them,

but going to what John was saying,

there was this mentality.

Over the years, I've gotten close to Reverend Perry

and many of the other MCC clergy,

and I've heard stories that would make your skin crawl

of what they've had to endure.

The MCC church is a leader in our LGBT equality movement.

Thank you.

- I think I speak for everyone here too,

in thanking Robert - Yes

for the time and the effort and the love

that he has put into this film

and it shows, Robert. It shows.

(crowd claps)

- I'd like to thank you all

for taking time out of your week

to honor the victims and their families

and the story of the Up Stairs Lounge fire.

Please, tell your friends.

Because we're living in a really uncertain political time

right now, and

(audience mumbles)

we just need to educate and enlighten.

If we aren't visible, we become invisible, so please

keep this story visible and share the story online:

'Upstairs Inferno: The Documentary'.

'Upstairs Inferno' on Twitter.

And just, even if not to promote the film,

just to raise awareness of this incident,

because we cannot ever let our community

or anyone else forget about this incident again.

So thank you again for coming.

- [Audience] Thank you.

(audience claps)

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