An Giang info: Youtube daily report Mar 11 2018

Mental Omega 3.3.3 for C&C Red Alert 2 Yuri's Revenge, Epsilon Mission 20 Machinehead Act II.

Mental Omega 3.3.3 is next part of mods for Red Alert 2, after Mental Omega 1.2, Mental Omega 2.0 and Mental Omega 3.0.

Music from Black Ice 9 and Frank Klepacki, support them for their soundtracks

Mission Location - Kashmir, India

For the best comfort, it is recommended to watch the video in Fullscreen.

In the pursuit of Yunru and her Centurion Siege Crawler, the Epsilon engages in a tricky mission where they try to find her in research complex.

The mission is really similar in the main Yunru base layout from the Thread Of Dread there are some noticable similarities.

Anyway, this mission is fairly difficult (it has been always), and the first you have to do is to manage your units in different groups.

Another thing that you must remember during the mission is this time counter in right bottom corner - Missile strike that ohko your infantry in one shot.

Same goes for the Chinese EMP stations, they are very dangerous against you, nothing worse than disabling your occupied Masterminds with one EMP Pulse.

There is however a one trick that might help you in both situations - AI targets those groups that are the biggest and their value is the highest.

You also need to remember all the time during this mission that you need to keep your mind control units, Magnetrons and as many Nuwa Cannons as possible, alive.

Same applies to your Stingers with Engineers, the Guard repair can be tricky because sometimes they go crazy and go directly at enemy's fire what destroys them easily.

The reinforcement pad in the middle of the beginning section is a very annoying trap - you can capture it with the Engineer, but it will be taken down by an offmap missile regardless :P.

When you capture the Airfield from the Chinese and strike Centurion with 16(!) Foxtrots, Libra will arrive to take down the Centurion on her own with her psychic powers.

Assault the main base with Libra and apply the Kinetic Barrier to her when you attack the Centurion, deploy her just nearby the Centurion and the mission is successfully accomplished.

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Качественный аккумулятор «DSTE» типа NP-F770/750/730 на 5000mAh и зарядное устройство к нему - Duration: 9:32.

Hello!

As promised, today the second part of the unpacking of the components

for the camera light "YongNuo", model 300 Air Pro.

For autonomous supply of camera light I purchased already in my city

in the store fotooptika.by,

there is also a direct office, there is an Internet site,

a link to the site will be in the description,

purchased for $ 35 a rechargeable battery

from the company "DSTE"

with a declared capacity of 5000 mAh .

This model is "NP-F750".

I tried to buy something like that on ebay.com

for $ 14.24, but the package is still somewhere along the way.

Most likely she will not come. I suspect that the Belarusian Post has returned it,

as the shipment of such goods, or, more accurately, of different batteries,

by Belarusian mail in Belarus is prohibited.

But the link to that lot I will still post in the description, someone can be lucky to save,

because, as you can see, the price of a battery in Minsk is more than 2 times higher.

On one of the sites I read that Li-Ion "DSTE" batteries use stuffing from "Panasonic",

and that they do not have a memory effect, that is, they can be recharged.

Well here on a small glossy cardboard box

everything is written in English and in Chinese,

more accurately in Chinese with English translation,

that the battery is made in China, and a link to the nonexistent

dste187.com site.

I'm opening it. Included battery,

Some papers: such instruction "Warning", warning

in English and Chinese;

and a check.

This lithium-ion rechargeable battery is an analogue

of the battery for "Sony" devices.

This is a quality analog "Sony", type NP-F770/750/730.

This sticker indicates a supply voltage of 7.4 V,

the claimed capacity is 5000 mAh,

or 37 Wh.

Made in China.

Well, judging by the shape, dimensions, this is a type-fired battery, it has built-in 4 batteries.

I draw your attention to the location and form of contacts.

Hence, the "+", "-" are located at the edges

and "common" between them.

This is important when choosing a charger. There are similar rechargeable batteries

with contact placement closer to the middle of the case,

as well as a different type of connectors.

The battery is heavy. With a maximum charge volume, its mass is 191 g.

There are spring-loaded contacts,

guides and 2 locks in the battery compartment of the camera light: one such and here the unblocker.

Attacks are inserted in this way.

The battery is moved to the left until it clicks.

To remove it, you need to press the unlock button and move it to the right.

The supply voltage is declared to be 7.4 V.

In the presence of no load 8.36 V.

With the maximum load - brightness is everywhere to the maximum,

8.08 V. At the maximum levels

of warm and cold light, the battery from the level "P9"

to "P0" is discharged for 2 hours,

while the LEDs have not fully discharged and give a dim light, which is no longer possible

to use when shooting.

Well, somewhere in 2.5 hours LEDs.

So that's it, yeah, that's it, it turns off immediately.

Already on AliExpress I purchased a battery charger.

This charger is delivered from Finland to Belarus

in 3 weeks. I bought it for $ 6.99, count for 7S.

But given the cashback from ePN, the link to this service I will also place in the description,

the device is bought even cheaper.

Model NP-F550, as here is pasted,

however, the box for some reason belongs to another charger.

Included with the charger is a cable, instruction

in English, but for a different type of charger for other batteries,

so the box and instructions are not useful here.

This model of the charger allows you to charge the "Sony" type batteries,

which are indicated on the case here in the depth of the battery compartment.

A complete list of battery models that can be charged by this device is shown on the product page.

This smart charger, as it is customary to call it, itself determines the charge parameters

and disconnects the battery when it is fully charged.

There is a liquid crystal display.

Its dimensions are 85x54 and a thickness of about 20 mm.

The weight of 27 g is declared.

So the battery can be charged from the cable from the kit,

USB-microUSB 35 cm long,

and also here is a cable that is built directly here,

that is 2 options.

To charge, you will need a power adapter with the following parameters: 5V, 1 or 2A.

At the output, that is, here the battery is supplied with

a voltage of 8.4V and a current of 600 mA.

The cable from the kit is connected here.

I saw similar devices under the brand "SAWA", which is applied here to the left of the screen.

I suspect that I got a fake.

But the main thing is that it works.

In this we will see this video.

When installing the battery on the charger,

the LCD indicator turns on, such a nice blue backlight,

which symbolically shows the charging process.

Closer to the end of charging,

only the 1 rightmost symbol will flicker.

Charging is carried out with a voltage of 5.09V, current

is 1.05A

from an external adapter from a smartphone with an output current of 2A.

The power consumption is 6W,

but 1W dissipates on this adapter.

At the same time, the voltage is applied to a 7.5V battery.

Calculate the coefficient. Since the power supply

is 5.1V,

and at the output of 7.5V, we divide by 7.5,

then the coefficient is 0.68. This coefficient will need to be taken into account

when calculating the volume pumped into the mAh.

Charging was carried out for exactly 8 hours.

After the end, the indicator light went out.

And, as you can see, all segments just burn.

According to the information from the indicator testers, we see that the charge current was reset,

and the injected capacity was 8221 mAh.

Taking into account the calculated coefficient of 0.68,

we multiply by 8221,

since charging was done by voltage not 5, but 8V,

we get a capacity of 5590 mAh.

Well, on the whole, an excellent lithium-ion battery "DSTE NP-F770"

for the real volume, as stated, most likely

and such a charger.

Its pros, perhaps the first - that the battery pack

in it is very tight.

Even in the absence of any locking levers,

the battery does not fall out from here.

But from the shortcomings I note

a completely non-informative display that only shows the charging process,

and the second drawback is that the connector in the microUSB connector hangs

and loss of contact is possible,

so that this does not happen, I recommend still using

this cable, which is already soldered directly into the the board itself.

If anyone is interested, I place all the illustrations on all the goods in the communities VK, OK and Google +,

so if something needs to be downloaded, please go.

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7 of the Strangest Allergies - Duration: 10:37.

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When you think of allergies, the first thing that comes to mind is probably seasonal allergies,

like a sneezing fit over some pollen, or a food allergy that's closed up somebody's

throat.

But they're more than just pollen and peanuts.

Allergies can happen in response to a lot of things, because they're basically the

result of your body overreacting to something.

Your immune system thinks it's dangerous, even though it really isn't.

And in the end, the inappropriate response becomes the problem.

We're used to certain allergies because we see people who are allergic to the same

ten foods, or the same plants and animals, all the time.

It's possible that these allergies are more common because they look kind of similar to

each other, at least at the molecular level … and they also look kind of similar to

certain proteins on parasitic worms.

So, some researchers think these overreactions are really just a side effect of the immune

system trying to protect itself against a certain type of invader.

But there are also a handful of weird allergies that make even less sense, because in a few

cases, it's hard to say what the offending protein might be.

And some of those can be much harder to avoid than even a peanut butter sandwich … like

water, or your own hormones.

So here are 7 of the strangest allergies out there.

First up, an allergy that lets you write on your skin.

People with dermographism are allergic to touch, and if they want, they can sign their

name on their arm, or write out the name of their condition on their back.

You know, like people do.

What's actually going on here is an exaggerated version of a normal response skin has to touch.

For most people, if you say, drag a capped ballpoint pen across your arm, you'll create

a line that gets red and swells a bit.

In about 2-5% of people, this is more extreme, so it looks like a full-blown hive.

In that sense, demographism isn't all that rare.

What's less common is the more extreme version.

In some people the skin itches, and in some cases it takes hardly any pressure at all,

like just that from a T-shirt.

For some reason physical touch causes a type of immune cell in their skin, known as a mast

cell, to release histamine.

Histamine is a chemical that, among other things, makes blood vessels open up a little

bit . This lets fluid out, and you get that raised welt, or what doctors call urticaria.

Urticaria is a common allergic reaction, but usually, we have some sense of why it happens,

because histamine release from mast cells depends on antibodies.

A bunch of antibodies stick to mast cells, and if they see something they recognize,

like tree pollen, or dust mites, that triggers the mast cell to unleash histamine.

But in the case of dermographism, and several of the other so-called physical urticarias

that we'll talk about next, scientists aren't sure what's happening because there's

no obvious thing the antibodies would recognize.

That's part of the mystery.

Unless there's a genetic cause, most of these urticarias develop in young adulthood,

but could start in childhood or even late in life.

The good news is that because histamine is driving a lot of the allergic reaction, allergy

meds called antihistamines, which prevent histamine from binding to their receptors

and taking effect, can usually help.

Another unusual physical allergy is vibration, or vibratory urticaria.

If someone with this condition does something repetitive, like running or even just clapping

their hands, they can break out in hives within minutes.

This can happen multiple times a day in some people, and they can have other symptoms,

like swelling in their face.

Something about vibration is able to set off mast cells.

In this case, we actually know a bit more than with dermographism, because some cases

of the condition are genetic.

People with a genetic allergy to vibration have a mutation in a protein that's on the

outside of mast cells.

The protein has two subunits, but the mutation makes it harder for them to stay together,

so with vibration, one of the subunits falls away.

Without it, mast cells get the signal to let loose their cargo, and bam: hives.

Then there are the people with an allergy to the cold.

And no, this is not just a dislike of waiting for the bus in the winter time.

Cold urticaria is another physical urticaria, and it can be serious.

Touching cold objects or coming into contact with cold air or water causes welts, along

with angioedema, where the lower layers of the skin swell.

The reason why this physical allergy tends to be more dangerous is because it's pretty

easy to suddenly be totally surrounded by cold water — say, if you're swimming,

or if someone flushes the toilet while you're in the shower.

With so many mast cells releasing histamine throughout their body, someone with an allergy

to the cold can go into anaphylaxis, which involves difficulty breathing and low blood

pressure, and can be deadly.

So, yes, it's actually a pretty decent excuse to live in Florida.

Or Maui.

Just be wary of swimming and cold drinks.

Which brings us to perhaps the most unlikely allergy of all: water.

It's called aquagenic urticaria.

The condition is extremely rare -- one estimate is that there are only 32 people on the entire

planet with the condition.

So scientists don't have a great understanding of it.

But as you can probably guess, it gets in the way of a lot of things, not least bathing

and drinking.

And it makes rain not only annoying, but dangerous.

People with the condition get small hives within a half hour of water exposure, most

often on the upper parts of their bodies, like the neck and arms.

Their throat can start to swell when they drink water, and their own tears or sweat

can also produce the reaction.

Once water is actually inside their tissues, though, it seems to be fine.

As with the other physical urticarias, antihistamines can help — at least enough for someone with

the allergy to stay hydrated.

They don't always work, though, and some people go as far as putting creams or things

like petroleum jelly on their skin to prevent contact with water.

Next up, an allergy to exercise, or what medical professionals call exercise-induced anaphylaxis.

Now, you might be thinking, excellent, what a great excuse to skip the gym!

But as you can probably tell from the word "anaphylaxis," this condition can be pretty

serious.

People will usually start out by getting hives and wheezing, maybe with some nausea and diarrhea

thrown in.

Things will get better if they stop exercising, but if they keep going, their blood pressure

will drop, their throat will swell, and eventually their heart will stop pumping blood.

That's not very good, for obvious reasons, and several people have died.

Fortunately, exercise-induced anaphylaxis is rare — it's more common for people

to just develop hives.

Scientists aren't sure why it happens, but for some reason exercise triggers mast cells

to release lots of histamine and other proteins.

One idea, which is still very much unproven, is that endorphins, which are basically the

body's feel-good chemicals, help stimulate the mast cells to release their inflammatory

goodies.

We know endorphins have the ability to do this sometimes, and you release endorphins

when you exercise.

More strenuous activities, like running or biking, are more likely to spur an attack,

but some people will have an allergic response to something as simple as a raking leaves

or walking.

Being allergic to exercise is already pretty strange, but in some cases, there's an extra

twist, and the person only has the allergic response if they eat a certain food first.

This is called food-dependent exercise-induced anaphylaxis.

Everyone's food triggers are different, but common ones are things like shellfish,

wheat, and tomatoes.

If they exercise within several hours of eating that food, they'll have an allergic reaction.

Why this happens is also a mystery, but scientists suspect that part of it has to do with the

fact that exercise makes the cells lining the gut become less attached to one another,

letting more of the contents slip through.

That makes immune cells more likely to come into contact with allergens from the food

the person just ate.

If they also drink alcohol, symptoms tend to be worse.

The exercise could be doing a bunch of other things too, though, like changing how food

is broken down, or altering something else about the immune system in the gut.

We don't really know.

But in this case, the allergy is pretty easy to avoid.

Once you know your trigger foods, either don't eat them, or if you do, plan to spend the

rest of the afternoon on the couch.

For those with just the exercise allergy, doctors recommend carrying Epipens in case

of an attack, and learning the initial symptoms so they can stop exercising quickly, or training

with a partner who knows about the allergy and is prepared to help if it starts to get

out of hand.

This next one is probably really not fun to discover for the first time: an allergy to

semen.

This, as you might imagine, makes sex a little difficult.

It's called human seminal plasma hypersensitivity, and it's thought to be a fairly straightforward,

if unfortunate, allergy to proteins in semen.

It seems to be more common in biological females, and has mostly been studied as a female health

problem, but males can react to semen too, even their own.

Scientists aren't sure yet which proteins are the problem, although one candidate is

prostate-specific antigen, or PSA, the same protein that doctors will sometimes monitor

for prostate cancer.

The allergy shows up as a burning, itchy redness anywhere else the seminal fluid might touch.

It can also become a systemic reaction, producing hives on different parts of the body, and

cause wheezing and difficulty breathing.

Some people have even gone into anaphylactic shock.

Typically, using condoms during sex helps, as long as the person with the allergy isn't

the one producing the semen.

Some people also keep epipens on standby.

But allergists have also come up with ways to desensitize people to the proteins they

overreact to.

It's similar to an allergy shot you might get for a more typical allergen, like pollen.

Except here, you get increasing doses of your partner's semen applied to your vagina.

Or, if you don't have a vagina, allergists will isolate the proteins you react to, and

then inject them under your skin.

Either way, to keep that built-up tolerance, doctors advise patients to have sex every

2 days or so.

Even though the allergy is rarer in males, some scientists think it could be behind something

called postorgasmic illness syndrome, which is when males develop flu-like symptoms shortly

after they ejaculate, and can feel sick for up to a week.

If you think a semen allergy is bad, consider something called autoimmune progesterone dermatitis.

This is when someone reacts to their own menstrual hormones — specifically progesterone.

Progesterone levels start to go up about halfway through the menstrual cycle, and that's

when the problems begin.

The surge of progesterone can cause rashes, hives, or mouth sores, which last until the

person's period begins and progesterone levels drop.

Because of the recurring nature of the rashes, this is sometimes called cyclic urticaria.

With fewer than 100 cases on the books, scientists know very little about it.

Since it's a reaction to a person's own hormones, it's technically considered an

autoimmune disease, but it shares many features of an allergic response, including the possibility

of anaphylaxis.

Doctors usually treat patients with hormone therapy to prevent the usual production of

progesterone, and a variety of medications can help.

If it's bad enough, though, sometimes people choose to remove their ovaries.

And that's really what makes these kinds of allergies so strange — and difficult.

Normally, if you're allergic to mold spores, pets, or certain foods, you can mostly get

around them by avoiding those things.

But try avoiding water, the cold, or your own monthly hormonal fluctuations.

You either have to completely rearrange your life to avoid those things, if it's even

possible at all.

You might need surgery to remove otherwise perfectly good organs.

Or, with the semen allergy, it can dictate your sex life.

Of course, even the more common types of allergies aren't exactly fun.

But it could be a lot worse than getting hives after an encounter with your neighbor's

cat.

Thanks for watching this episode of SciShow!

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You might already be familiar with some of our other channels, like Crash Course.

If you liked this video, you might want to check out our show Healthcare Triage, where

Dr. Aaron Carroll gives you the rundown on all things medical science — from the opioid

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Diane Foley, Mother of ISIS-Slain Journalist James Foley, on Overcoming Darkness - Duration: 38:25.

I'm humbled and honored to be here before all of you I'm just like you have

a daughter a sister a mother like so many of you and I was blessed I am

blessed to have had five very beautiful children in a career as a family nurse

practitioner but I'm here today to bear witness to the light of Christ

amid the dark captivity and horrific execution of our son Jim in August of

2014 in John 8:12 Jesus says I am the light of the world whoever follows me

will not walk in darkness but will have the light of Life I'm here to testify to

the reality of the light of Christ in my life to me that light is the hope faith

and love of Christ within each one of us a candle helps is a important image to

me because I viewed the light of Christ as that valiant fragile flame that burns

brightly within us even if we don't notice it I was born in New Hampshire

grew up there and was blessed with a faith in God from my earliest years

both my parents were Christian my daddy Unitarian my mom Roman Catholic my

father did not want me baptized until I was of an age to choose which religion I

wanted to follow now my lack of baptism really bothered my mother but it

actually made me very interested in God my mother's deep faith intrigued me

generally my younger sister Rita went to Unitarian services with dad while I

joined my mom yes I was drawn to God and his profound

stillness and particularly drawn to his mother Mary after school I remember

stopping by our church to pray in front of a statue of the Blessed Virgin I was

really unsure what drew me but I knew I felt safe and loved I chose to become a

Roman Catholic at the age of 14 and received the sacraments of Baptism

Confirmation and Holy Eucharist all in one day two years later my dad died of

cancer his death spurred me to study nursing and continue to continue to draw

me to God I high school I went to the University of New Hampshire and I was

blessed there by the presence of our beloved chaplain of Father Vincent

lawless who had a deformed hand I was told that he was nearly denied

ordination due to his deformity but once ordained he truly gave glory to God I

was fed spiritually by his sermons and evening folk masses throughout my

college years I seriously started to consider religious life the Peace Corps

all sorts of things but I lacked the courage or the encouragement and at the

same time I met my husband John and grew in relationship with him

John pursued me and we spent more and more time together studying going to

Mass just conversing for hours and dreaming together Father Vincent lawless

married us in August of 1971 he died less than a year later in front of the

altar at church but I'll never forget him his deep faith and goodness fan that

tiny flame of faith I had within me after our wedding John

I could not afford a honeymoon so we put our wedding gifts in a u-haul attached

to our secondhand red comet and headed west to West Des Moines my first job in

Iowa was this community health nurse I remember doing maternity and newborn

counseling to unwed teenage mothers when I knew nothing of motherhood myself at

the time I really had no idea what a life-altering blessing motherhood would

be for me all I knew was I hoped we could have a baby I did go to weekly

mass but did nothing else particular to pursue my faith but God pursued me our

son Jim was the oldest of our five children and except for the first year

of colic induced sleepless nights that many of us have endured Jim was such a

joy he was a happy child curious about the world and people he loved to be read

to he loved Bible stories history and fantasy he had quite an imagination

loving to pretend to be all the heroes I read to him about we lived in Texas

during his preschool years and I can still see him in our backyard with his

Coonskin cap pretending to be Davy Crockett at the Alamo he and his closest

brother Michael had so many adventures together one distinctive thing about Jim

was his big heart and ready smile for everyone as the little boy he had a

kindness about him which you know I I really took for granted

he was easygoing made friends very easily Jim grew up in the Catholic

Church serving as an altar boy but he wasn't

particularly religious perhaps he was a lot like your sons and

daughters he was fun-loving hard-working and well-liked and like many teens he

gave us quite a few gray hairs he loved to explore was very curious about people

and other cultures in 1978 I was drawn to go on a cruise Co weekend retreat

versio is a weekend course in Christianity which originated in Spain

but is now worldwide precio was such a moving experience of God's closeness I

became hungrier to know God that we can help me to feel God's unconditional love

for me I remember being drawn to more frequent Mass and the reading of

Scripture Mass became a place of refuge and sacred stillness where my mind and

soul was truly fed with the Word of God and the Eucharist it was a safe place

where God nurtured me and further fanned that light of Christ within me I rather

enjoyed moving around the country as my husband went to medical school

internship and then joined the Army Medical Corps I enjoyed the diverse and

interesting people I met and grew in faith but my husband wanted to come back

to New Hampshire to a tiny lakeside community of Wolfeboro after his years

in the Army I went along with the plan but inside I really resisted I didn't

want to go to such a remote place it didn't even have a movie theater and

though doubtful I remember asking God to help me find him even there well God

answered my prayers and abundance at that point we had three young sons and I

wanted them to know about God in their lives so I was challenged to attempt to

prepare our parish children for a First Holy Communion

I know I learned so much more than they said I just began to realize how God

yearns to feed us to care for us how he continually offers his strength and hope

or our journey at that time in our small state of New Hampshire

we had a powerful office of renewal led by a very charismatic priest father mark

became a dear friend to me becoming my spiritual director for years and

godfather to our fifth child and only daughter Katie I had the privilege of

serving on Accra CEO team and being fed by an informal weekly prayer group that

devout women in my prayer group taught me so patiently and lovingly about God's

goodness and compassion week after week as we reflected on the upcoming Sunday

readings together those thirteen years spent in Wolfeboro were truly filled

with God nurturing me and strengthening me for the future while I thoroughly

enjoyed being a mother and growing in my faith my husband John was working

non-stop he was the only internal medicine

physician in this tiny town that mushroomed to summer population of over

35,000 people while I enjoyed taking our kids to the lake for picnics and

swimming John was working day and night and we started to grow apart Marriage

Encounter weekend retreat for marriages allowed a beef a brief respite but

gradually we withdrew more and more into our separate lives John was working all

the time and I was busy with our five children in 1993 John suddenly announced

he wanted to move south to a bigger city a medical center and I was left in

Wolfeboro to care for our home and family while he began

commuting south to work John became very angry with me on the rare times he was

home and I really didn't know what was going on inside of him we went to

marriage and count marriage counseling rather to no avail

our marriage was disintegrating and I was clueless I couldn't figure out why

we finally went on a retro buy weekend a Catholic weekend for troubled marriages

or surely ours was becoming troubled we actually went twice retro vibe with its

deep with its daily communication and weekly follow-up sessions gradually and

miraculously began to heal our marriage such an unexpected time of healing our

dialogues became the Rosary had also become my constant companion when I was

lonely anxious or afraid it accompanied me on walks or drives it just helped me

to relax and trust in the Lord I learned the Divine Mercy chaplet on a

pilgrimage to measure Gloria in 1994 the more I prayed the rosary and the Divine

Mercy chaplet the more I felt God's hope and his light I began to feel a visceral

strengthening within me just a deeper and deeper assurance that God was with

me thus our merciful God was preparing me day by day and step by step - ever so

ever so gently inviting me to come closer sit for a while be refreshed many

days as a young mother of five Matthew 11:28 spoke to me Jesus say come to me

all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest and what bigger

problems velop the 23rd psalm assured me that God

was with me leading me beside quiet waters refreshing my soul and guiding me

along the right paths for his name's sake

little did I know how much I would need him in my darkest Valley that dark

valley began in Lent of 2011 when our oldest son Jim was kidnapped while

working as an independent conflict journalist in Libya we were in shock

we immediately fled to our adoration Chapel to pray sunbird somber tone of

the Lenten scriptures embraced me and strengthened my awareness of a deep

connection through prayer to Jim even though he's thousands of miles away

in Tripoli I spent hours and hours in prayer before candles often symbolizing

my hope in Christ and that made me feel very close to Jim his Libyan captivity

only lasted 44 days but at that time we were plunged into deep panic and fear

for Jim's life our church community rallied around us

I remember the huge way that their prayer and that of so many others lifted

our spirits and gave us hope I remember when I'm one of my dear friends sister

Mary Rose telling me that she had heard the Lord tell her that Jim would return

home when he was freed interiorly what an incredible joy and deep

gratitude we felt at that hum come home coming in May of 2011

Jim returned home with a much deeper faith he had prayed the Rosary

throughout his captivity and had been given scripture verses by another

Christian prisoner passed through cracks in an adjoining south

he told us how close to us he had felt through prayer

what a deep confirmation of the power of prayer and God's mercy but Jim also

returned with the deeper resolve to continue his work of giving voice to the

voiceless when I tried to urge him not to go back to the conflict zone he would

say mom I have found my passion I like to think that some of the seeds of faith

were planted in his childhood but his faith and sense of social justice was

surely strengthened at Marquette University the Jesuit college he chose

to attend at Marquette he was challenged to make a difference to be a man for

others Jim Hadley had lived a very middle-class life and it was really at

Marquette that he was first exposed to real poverty in the inner-city schools

of Milwaukee where he was encouraged to tutor then after graduation he taught in

the inner city of Phoenix Arizona through Teach for America little did I

know but while he was in graduate school he taught English to unwed mothers in

Holyoke Mass and later when in Chicago he cooked a cooked he taught rather at

the Cook County boot camp he seemed drawn to serve Jim was a

voracious reader and an interested writer so it really wasn't surprising

that he chose to become a journalist he'd always been a good listener he was

always interested in everyone's story so we were initially very encouraged that

he found a career that combined his interest in people with capturing their

stories he had been working in Syria since March of 2012 when he was captured

again on Thanksgiving Day he vanished we did not know whether he was dead

for the next ten months from the beginning this kidnapping was totally

different there was no trace of Jim and we never heard his voice again my

personal way of the Cross had begun my innocent good hearted Jim taken at

gunpoint sold and health captive for being a journalist

we were incredulous that he'd been captured again we were terrified at his

disappearance no one knew who had captured him or where he was we were

grateful women FBI came to visit and a media outlet funded funded a security

team but the months went by with no sign of Jim so I finally felt I needed to

quit my job as a nurse practitioner and try my best to help

so I began a series of many trips to Washington DC to the State Department to

the FBI to ambassador's also to New York to the UN just begging for help anyone

who would listen and I was repeatedly told that Jim was their highest priority

you know I kind of felt like the persistent Widow in Luke 18:1 2/8

reminding FBI state officials ambassadors that Jim was still missing

my trips made me feel useful and prayer kept me hopeful but by September of 2013

Jim had still not been found but as a mom I had a certainty that he was alive

and I kept praying that he would be strengthened by God through our

persistent prayers I recalled the words of a up to him be not afraid

which was sung at church throughout Jim's childhood I was just hoping he

would remember that God was with him amid this trial lot more candles

and prayers by September by that September I was invited to do the

Spiritual Exercises of st. Ignatius it was odd because I had first heard about

those exercises many years before when Jim was a toddler in Chicago I remember

bringing little Jim to a meeting with the priest about the exercises and him

telling me it was not the right time now 39 years later it was the perfect time

the weekly st. Ignatius prayer experience and this spiritual direction

truly sustained me during that time those exercises encouraged me to learn

to sit quietly again the lit candle reminded me of God's continual presence

challenging me to listen and be still with God finally in October of 2013 two

former Isis prisoners called to let us know that Jim was alive he was alive in

an Aleppo prison they told us exactly where he was Oh

News gave us hope and then at the end of November we received our first email

from Jim's captors his perfect answers to the three proof-of-life questions

that only he could have answers convinced us that these captors had and

were holding our beloved Jim they demanded a hundred thousand euros or all

proposal and prisoners in exchange for him which of course was impossible for

us but at least we had found him Jim was alive the released hostages tell us that

the deep joy that those proof of life questions gave Jim he knew we

found him but then 30 days later the emails abruptly stopped was odd because

that December our youngest and only daughter Katie became engaged she would

not set a date for her wedding because she wanted to wait for Jim's return so

on one hand I was desperately trying to find help to free Jim and then on the

other helping our little girl plan her wedding Tara on one side and joy

on the other I was lifted up by the love and understanding of our Katie her joy

gave me relief and hope she was one of many angels God sent me as the European

hostages I should say that Jim was we found out later Jim was held with 18

other hostages and as the European hostages were gradually released in 2014

they each reached out to us to reassure us that Jim was alive and he was strong

I had a chance to go to Spain to meet two of the hostages who had returned and

to Paris to consult at the French hostage crisis center all of my

desperate attempts to find help for Jim these hostages tell us what a source of

hope Jim had been for them all was encouraging them that they were not

forgotten they told the stories of them giving lectures to each other to pass

the time even making a risk game out of an old cardboard and date in olive seeds

and try to exercise together I thank God for putting him in the midst of such

good men their phone calls and kindness lightened our cross a bit and gave us

hope that June 2 might be released they also spoke about Jim's devotion to

prayer using the five Muslim calls to prayer as his routine and how

it helped him to remain hopeful you know I found a mass app when I was traveling

I drew strength from being able to find a church wherever I was and go and pray

and attend Mass what a solace that was because so often when I was traveling I

was alone and it was such a solace to know that I really wasn't I also used to

be daily Bible readings kept me very hopeful by May of 2014 we found out that

Jim was being held with three other Americans so we came together in

Washington to meet each other and to ask the government for help I hadn't gotten

anywhere alone so we thought we'll come together we finally got into the White

House and we really thought we were heard and all too late in June of 2014

we realized we were on our own to get Jim out so we sought legal advice and

started to raise pledges for the ransom demand also in June the last European

hostage was released Daniel was a 25 year old Danish photographer who had

spent the last year of captivity with Jim's last year in captivity with him

and he kindly memorized a letter from Jim to all of us those were his last

words to us Jim spoke about how kind and generous Jim had been to him throughout

his captivity and how he had consoled him Daniel said Jim was pure goodness

perhaps too good Jim's letter through Daniel was such an

answer to prayer though because I knew for sure that God was being so close to

Jimmy I knew he couldn't be that good without God

that summer I went to Paris the second time to ask for advice for the then

released French hostages I was so encouraged by their support and the

leads I obtained in France and Denmark until my husband John called me to say

that we had received an email another email from Jim's captives captors

threatening to kill him but I was in denial and hopeful that at least the

captors were in touch I foolishly thought that if we offered the captors

the money pledged by our generous friends they would release Jim I totally

underestimated the hatred of Jim's captors the witness of these returning

Western hostages is portrayed very poignant Lee in the documentary Jim the

James Foley story that was a film that one of Jim's friends insisted on doing

it was through long conversations with the men who would share Jim's last year

on earth that I came to understand a bit about how God had sustained him

throughout the darkness of his imprisonment torture and starvation I'm

so grateful for those men who shared that time with him when I returned home

in mid July I was exhausted from travel and fear I remember I remember going to

our adoration Chapel and just falling on my knees and totally surrendering Jim to

God I did not want to give up my will for Jim to come home to us I really

didn't I had resisted but I finally knew it was time I had to surrender him I

didn't know what else to do I struggled to let Jim go but I knew I

had to entrust him to God you know I felt a lingering fear that God might

have a different plan for Jim than I but I also felt astray

range peace that God would take care of him I was reassured in prayer that God

would in fact set him free well two weeks later Jim was brutally

and publicly murdered for being an American journalist and a Christian

though we had been warned I was in shock total disbelief you know as the reality

sunk in I felt a surge of anger I was angry at Isis at our government and all

those who had refused their help I felt such a horrible bitterness rising within

me I struggled to catch my breath to accept what had happened to Jim Lord

this is not what I meant when I surrendered to him not at all how could

this be I staggered under the weight of this loss sorry I really didn't know if

I could go on but I remember praying so hard not to become bitter and praying

for the grace to be forgiving and to be merciful well that was when the legions

of angels descended on us first our four beloved children and family flew home

then friends and colleagues came laden with food and warm hugs flowers plants

thousands of cards from all over the world poured in our post lady would live

us leave us buckets of mail for the next year we received a 50 pound hand-carved

wooden cross from Texas multiple hand-painted portraits of Jim hundreds

of mass cards and rosaries so many beautiful children's drawings books

filled with hope all this love helped me to feel God's presence again

MSc piece I felt when I surrendered Jim returned I knew then I'm sorry for sure

that God had free Jim and the only way possible he could no longer be starved

or tortured or beaten he was truly free you know the Stations

of the Cross have shown me how good God and His goodness Stoops to model for us

how to endure our sufferings and walk in faith Jesus was whipped and scourge

crowned with thorns like our Jim who was starved and tortured throughout his

captivity but also like us when we feel throbbing pain of loss or illness Jesus

carries the heavy cross of our sinfulness like each of us trying to

shoulder what happens to us in life like family's suffering in refugee camps

starved and robbed of their homes or loved ones Jesus meets his ever faithful

mother Mary's example of trust and God has helped me because she continued to

walk in faith even though she did me not have understood like me why her son had

to suffer in this way but she trusted she walked in faith which is what I'm

called to do God sustained her and used her to model for all of us how do we do

or our days of stark suffering that touch all of us in some ways even Jesus

in his humanity needed Simon's help in the fifth station like Jim needed our

help needed our prayer like our suffering of brothers and sisters need

all of us the 6th and 8th station revealed the mercy of others witnessing

Christ's suffering like Jim experiencing the Bercy of being held with such good

men like us when we're generous to those suffering around us you know the Lord

even models failure for us which most of us have experienced by falling under the

weight of the cross not once but three times just like Jim when he was first

kidnapped or like me when all my efforts to help Jim failed like all of us when

we try really hard but still come up short you know when we feel tempted to

give up to just bear the image of the Lord following under the weight of our

sins can also reveal the way we fail to love I've been selfish or arrogant then

Jesus models the stripping away of his clothing his dignity his reputation like

Jim when he was stripped away of everything and treated like an animal

like any of us when we're stripped of our family or health job or our home and

finally Christ is crucified and dies for us like Jim Jesus was finally freed from

his ordeal by death during these two years of Jim's captivity and murder

there have been moments of despair but my faith in God's presence with Jim and

in our myths has given me a deep abiding hope I believe Jesus submitted to all

his earthly suffering to give us a powerful example of how to walk in faith

and hope amid the worst of circumstances to assure us that he is powerfully

present in a very personal way if we but ask and notice it continues to be a

struggle for me to slow down long enough to pray

to quiet myself to notice the beauty around me as sister Grace so beautifully

mentioned you know the just the glory of God around the sunshine outside the

beauty of the people sitting with us at the table all signs of God's abiding

love in the midst of our lives you know we have a choice when we suffer we can

choose to grow bitter or we can choose God's loving mercy to teach us how to

forgive forgiveness is a process but the choice is always ours

do we continue the cycle of vengeance violence and hatred or do we pray for

the grace to resist bitterness as seek mercy and forgiveness Jesus quoted

isaiah 61:1 2:9 when he said he came to heal the brokenhearted to proclaim

Liberty to captives and recovery of sight to the blind Jim's life challenges

me as an American to care about the hundreds of other Americans who are held

captive around the world today and to care about the courageous journalists

who bring us world news and to want to inspire all of us to be people of moral

courage and compassion Jim would have wanted something positive to result from

his death I do not want him to have suffered and died in vain and that is

why we established the James Foley legacy foundation to inspire moral

courage one person at a time I believe moral courage is the light of

Christ within each of us that light that lights our paths that empowers us with

compassion and commitment to others and gives us to curb the courage to do

what is loving and christ-like in a world that often wants to do the

opposite our Lord is counting on each of us to protect and nurture that love of

Christ within ourselves to make it vibrant in our families in our community

Jesus lights the way he's the lamp to our feet if we but dare to follow he

challenges me every day and I'm sure he challenges each of you to fan that flame

of faith and hope within each of us and to carry his light into the world god

bless you all thank you for listening thank you

you

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Come, Enjoy the Lilies - Duration: 11:03.

Come, Enjoy the Lilies March 11, 2018

Sweet Jesus, how can I ever thank you for Your Kindness and Mercy?

Thank you, Lord.

Well, sweet Heartdwellers, when I came into prayer, I saw the Lord holding a scroll in

His left hand and a match in His right.

And He was lighting it on fire and burning it.

I thought, 'Uh, oh...'

But He gave me to understand that it had to do with flowers.

You see, every year I get this temptation in the springtime—and tonight I gave in.

So, I came very guilty coming before the altar.

Wanting to pray, but knowing I had really blown it and secretly hoping He will make

an exception and let me keep them.

You see, I ordered a few seeds and a couple of very tiny plants on Amazon—and knew that

if He didn't give me mercy, I would cancel the order this very night.

Funny though, I really didn't expect His response.

So I asked, "What is it you are burning, Lord?"

(Knowing full well I had been foolish…

)

Jesus answered me, "Your list of things you feel guilty about.

I am so tired of your guilt, Clare.

"There is My permissible will and My perfect will.

May I say, you are sometimes much too weak to live in My perfect will?

And this night I have given you My Mercy.

For you have served Me faithfully and through many trials—and these flowers are My gift

to you.

That is why I told you to go back and get the lilies; I knew you gave them up for Me,

but now I am giving them to you as a gift."

And He's talking about the seeds for Rain Lilies.

They're really pretty, pink lilies.

He continued, "There are times in the life of a soul where a mercy cries out…

As the saying goes, 'you can bend a bow until you break it.'"

That's a monastic saying.

"Many of My saints had gardens they tended; many also had dungeons, where their only consolation

was My presence.

For each, I designate what is right for them in their particular season of life.

Some row the boat; others sit beside them and eat honey cakes, enjoying the ride.

Each has a time and a purpose.

"The flowers are My gift to you, Beloved; the parchment was what you felt guilt over.

"Now I ask you to tuck back into your very simple life of prayer and worship and feeding

My sheep, knowing that I love you dearly, Clare.

Though you have denied yourself, year after year after year, these very simple pleasures—THIS

year I want you to have them and enjoy them with Me.

With no guilt hanging over your head."

I don't know what to say, Lord!

Other than to cry little tears of thanksgiving for Your precious Mercy.

"I want you to plant them knowing this is a springtime of your life.

This is the time to step into your longings to please Me, for I am with you and no one

will stop Me from granting you these blessings.

No one will block them.

And no one will steal them from you.

"But do pray for your enemies; they have done nothing but curse you and all you stand for.

Yet I am about to disarm them—and how pitiful they will be, pitiful enough to need your

prayers.

So, I enjoin you to petition My Father for their salvation.

How I long to show them mercy!"

You know, guys?

He's been talking to us A LOT about prayer for our enemies.

And even the people who've been tormenting little children and trafficking them.

The Lord wants to save their soul.

The children that they are trafficking are getting saved, but there's no hope for them

without our prayers.

I'll into that more on another message.

I answered Jesus, "Yes, Lord.

I will pray.

I count on you to remind me though, please?"

"This I will do.

"You have fought long and hard.

Not that the future is easy, but let's just say there will not be the same impediments

you have encountered in the past two years.

"And all of you, My faithful Heartdwellers and intercessors.

The battles on this Earth are long and hard.

There are times I wish to set you aside for recovery, and being able to move forward without

having to fatigue yourself in battles all day long."

Wow!

That's a good description of the way my life has been going for this last year.

Battles all the day long.

Jesus continued, "I also want you to understand that there are times set apart when what was

not allowed before is permitted for a season.

I am hardening you all off to your own wills, and as you learn to discipline yourselves

and focus more on My heart and My business, I can trust you with a few things that would

ordinarily lead you in the wrong direction.

"But there is always caution to be had here, because self-indulgence encourages more self-indulgence.

For instance, you know 'the eye is never satisfied for looking, nor is the ear satisfied

with hearing.'"

And that reminded me of a quote - not only from Ecclesiastes but from The Imitation of

Christ.

Which says, "Be oft-times mindful of the saying, 'The eye is not satisfied with seeing, nor

the ear with hearing.'

Strive, therefore, to turn away thy heart from the love of the things that are seen,

and to set it upon the things that are not seen.

For they who follow after their own fleshly lusts, defile their conscience, (boy, I can

relate to that one...) and destroy the grace of God.

"All things are wearisome; Man is not able to tell it.

The eye is not satisfied with seeing, Nor is the ear filled with hearing."

Ecclesiastes 1:8

Jesus continued, "And this is how Laodecia, the prosperous town, fell into apostasy and

lukewarmness.

This is why I have told you the greatest challenges will come with prosperity, because man tends

to be enamored of all that is transitory, a chasing after the wind.

He is well-armed at war; but the real danger comes in peace.

"My dear ones, it is not My heart to deprive you.

You are in a war for your souls and the souls of your children.

And for this reason, you must build with one hand and hold the sword with the other.

You must be vigilant, because your enemy is forever trying to slowly, imperceptibly guide

your affections towards the things that will weaken your ability to live an upright life.

"When the war is over and you are with Me in Heaven, you will see just how much I love

you, just how much I longed to give you the choicest gifts on Earth—but did not, because

I knew they would cause you to wander off and let your guard down, while the enemy stealthily

sought to bring you to ruin.

He works in little increments, things that you don't notice.

One day you need this, another day you need that, the next day you need more and more

and more… until your life is entirely taken up in vanities and you are not any longer

serving Me Nor are you keen on serving Me.

Rather, you want to enjoy your toys.

"No soldier gets involved in civilian affairs.

If he does, he can no longer protect his charge.

And it is quite the same with you.

The more deeply entrenched in civilian affairs you become, the less you are able to be alert

and on guard.

And the more likely you are to fall away, indulging yourself in the vanities of the

world—while the enemy is busy ensnaring your family and those you love, as well as

abandoning the poor of this Earth I have created to elicit love and charity from your hearts.

The poor are truly My gift to you, that you can become more like My Father in Heaven.

"Ah yes!

When you come to Heaven and see the place I have prepared for you, it will be beyond

your wildest dreams—suiting you in ways that you never dreamt possible.

This is because you are safe from the enemy.

You are protected.

And those beautiful things of creation I truly made for your enjoyment will surround you

in ways you never thought possible.

"Yes, I repeat Myself.

I say it again and again and again: Eye has not seen, ear has not heard and neither has

it entered into the heart of man what I have prepared for you who love Me.

"So, you see?

I am not the cruel taskmaster Satan would like to make Me out to be.

No, I am the vigilant Father, knowing the dangers that lie behind each thing you are

drawn to.

And as a good Father, I train you to keep you away from these dangers.

"So, My Love—to bring it back home to you and your love affair with flowers.

Flowers I have created to bring you joy.

Understand it is for your health that I hold you back from these things.

"And yet, there is a season to enjoy them.

Just remember to be on guard, lest the enemy draw you away with even more beauty.

"For you know well, Clare, all the beauty your heart shall ever desire is in My arms,

looking into My eyes and hearing the words that 'I am pleased with you'.

These are the things the enemy cannot take from you, My Love.

This relationship stands forever, blooms forever, gives off fragrance forever And fruit, forever.

"So, come tenderly into My arms, Clare, and enjoy the lilies."

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