With I have nothing here is Cheesa
when I was on the show The Voice I used
to get critiqued a lot that was the
hardest thing is that i never was never
used to getting tweets about my weight
or people telling you that you're just
too big for TV and so I'm hoping that
after this program i'm able to look at
my pictures like wow i did this i look
fantastic
it doesn't matter what I wear because I
look great in it and I really want to learn
how to really love who i am and just
build somebody that I can look up to
myself
Now we're here at 12 weeks
during the process of this whole body temple
transformation and I've lost 30 pounds i
gained a lot of strength throughout this
whole process i just recently had a
concert and my performance level has
gone from zero to 100 and I've noticed
that my confidence level I can be who I
really wanted to be on stage because I
felt comfortable with who I was and I
was able to just express that and not be
afraid of you know showing who i am you
know I'm not hiding in my my body
anymore I just was able to perform and
just give the best performance that I
could it's more than just the physical
aspect of how you feel its spiritual you
feel a lot better about yourself you're
able to exude that towards everybody
and when you are able to give that back
towards people they give that energy
back to you so that keeps you motivated
and keeps you going longer with your
journey and I think that's the biggest
thing that I've learned to be
appreciative and to spread love and
everything that I do and have that
passion that drives for everything all
aspects in my life I'm a lot more
optimistic a lot more driven than I was
I know that with the whole process of
losing weight i've had my emotional
baggage now I'm starting to let go and
just you know if I am determined if I
really want something i don't need the
approval of other people to do that for
me I have to find it within myself and
stay motivated for myself and that way I
can inspire other people to do the same
never really feel and please stop trying
as long as you keep trying and not give
up then nothing is impossible to get out
of your head stop thinking about
failings not thinking about what hurts
stop thinking about like you know you're
not feeling right because everything is
fine just got to trust it
so get out of your head and just do it
I did it guys whoa
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