Thursday, March 23, 2017

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It's OK.

- Wait. - No.

Jean.

- This isn't you. - Yes, it is me.

No. Maybe you ought to take it easy.

The professor said you might be different.

He would know, wouldn't he?

What? You think he's not in your head too?

Look at you, Logan. He's tamed you.

Where's Scott?

Jean?

- Where am I? - You're in the mansion.

You need to tell me what happened to Scott.

Jean, tell me what happened to him.

Oh, God.

Look at me.

Stay with me. Talk to me.

- Look at me. Look at me. - No.

Focus. Focus, Jean.

Kill me.

- What? - Kill me before l kill someone else.

- Don't say that. - Please.

- Stop it. - Kill me.

Stop it. Look at me. Look at me. Jean.

It'll be all right. We can help you.

Hey. The professor can help. He can fix it.

I don't want to fix it.

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বেশ্যা মাগীরা টাকার জন্য খোদ্দের এর কিভাবে মন রঞ্জন করে opar bangla 2017 - Duration: 19:04.

বেশ্যা মাগীরা টাকার জন্য খোদ্দের এর কিভাবে মন রঞ্জন করে opar bangla 2017

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মানুষ নামের জানোয়ার এর কাজ দেখুন একটি মেয়েকে কত জন মাইল ধর্ষণ করল opar bangla 2017 - Duration: 20:16.

বেশ্যা মাগীরা টাকার জন্য খোদ্দের এর কিভাবে মন রঞ্জন করে opar bangla 2017

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Ask the Gooch - Episode 2 - Duration: 14:50.

OK, next one.

Hmm... What's this? kirbyfan64sos? A fan of Kirby?

Is that it? A Kirby fan?

Well... This one is about Square, huh.

"What's your favorite FF game that has come out since you've left Square?"

After I left Square... I see.

This one is... hard.

FYI, I left around the time I finished 11 and was beginning to work on 12.

I had Matsuno take over 12 when I left.

So, precisely speaking, we're talking about 13, 14, and 15.

I like them all a lot

I still go out to eat with guys like Tabata-san and Yoshida-san once in a while.

They weren't working at Square when I was, but they are keeping the FF gene alive.

Tabata-san says, "FF is about taking on challenges."

They are keeping FF a very aggressive contender, and I'm happy about that as the series' creator.

Their works are full of energy... and I really like that.

I really appreciate their dedication and feel grateful that FF continues to be a hot game.

Let's move on.

The next question's from... Someone with another hard name.

Well... Ko... Kovaelin? Mr. Kovaelin?

Give it up for Kovaelin.

"Do you have a special liking for lizards?"

Oh, lizards, huh? If you play Terra Battle, you've probably noticed that there are a lot of lizards.

Lizards are great.

Take a look at this one, for example. One of our designers, Fujisaka, drew it.

It's a nice design.

So many lizard characters... But we have a lot of species in the game, like humans and stonefolk.

Each species has about the same number of characters.

Which gives us quite a few lizards in total.

Like this one. I just love Fujisaka's art.

He gives each lizard a unique quality.

What can I say? They're lizards but they're charming and cute.

If you haven't played Terra Battle, you really should check them out.

Aren't they great?

They're just cute and cool... I love lizard characters.

OK, that's enough of that. Let's move on.

Next one is from Jonathan... Jonathan Ridgway.

Jonathan Ridgway!

"If you shave your mustache, will you lose your strength?"

Wow.

You want me to shave?

Should I shave?

I can do that.

Like this?

Here we go.

How's that?

What if I go out of focus?

Not quite?

How about this?

I'm Sakaguchi.

<i>I might lose a little strength. I'm not sure.</i>

<i>I can't imagine much would change.</i>

Well, whatever. Moving along.

OK, next question.

Erik-san? Erik Weigel?

Weigel?

"Would you consider getting The Black Mages together for the Terra Battle soundtrack?" Yes, of course!

It would be great if The Black Mages could perform.

They have already arranged about 5 songs from Terra Battle for their concerts

and more are coming.

I like The Black Mages. They've come to visit me in Honolulu.

And...

As I always say, they're a great band.

Wait, what?

Can I get The Black Mages on the Terra Battle soundtrack? Is that it?

Sorry for my poor English.

That's a great idea. Let's do it.

They have already played for Terra Battle before.

Also, I'm working on a new project and the music is done by Uematsu-san.

So we can have the band play something for the soundtrack.

We'll do it!

Next up...

Well... Waldo Rafael...

Qu... Quiros? Quiros? Oh, Quiros, the food? (Editor's Note: You're thinking of Churros, Gooch...)

Sorry. I shouldn't play with people's names.

"Which of your games do you consider the most successful in capturing your vision for the game and why?"

I see...

The product closest to my vision...

Well, no matter the project, I personally hate submitting anything unless I'm completely happy with it.

Which has, admittedly, led to a few delayed releases. And I feel bad about that.

But I try to deliver products that have reached the quality I aim for.

So, I can say all of my games are at least 95%, if not 100% true to my vision.

Yeah. Every game is equally important to me, so I think I always manage to achieve my vision.

OK, shall we move on to the next question?

Luke Pooley-san.

"What's your favorite whiskey?" Whiskey?

I usually drink wine and sake.

<i>Whiskey... Which one do I like?</i>

<i>The one I used to drink was... Daruma.</i>

Have you heard of Daruma? It's a cheap round bottle from Suntory.

I used to drink that when I was young.

I didn't have much money back then. It was the third cheapest whiskey you could find.

But it tastes decent.

There's something about whatever you used to drink when you were young...

How can I put it?

Its taste brings back memories.

Did that answer the question?

The battery's ruuning out. I got a warning light.

Let's move on.

Gamespocket-san.

By the way, those of you whose questions were picked will receive a gift.

I think.

Probably.

"Do you plan to make a new game with the characters from Terra Battle?"

Wow, that's a great question.

I definitely do.

I'm trying out different things right now.

We should be able to make an announcement soon.

Be sure to keep an eye out!

What's next?

Aleksandair. Aleksandair!

<i>Aleksandairrrrrr!</i>

"How is the story created? I love Terra Battle's storyline and I'm curious about that process. Is an end planned?"

I see.

Here I have some documents from the early stages of Terra Battle.

From the very beginning of the project.

First off, my of games start with a scribble like this one.

Look how messy it is.

<i>It's so messy! It's too messy!</i>

It's unintelligible, but this is my first idea note for Terra Battle.

Here's another idea note.

And we turn these into something like this.

Our designers create mockup screens to see what the game will look like.

Then I quickly develop the concept from there.

At this point, characters moved along the grids like this.

Or this. This is a real version. With cute, big-headed characters.

And we keep refining these.

This one is pretty close to the current Terra Battle.

And while we worked on those...

Bear with me through these baffling squares, triangles, and circles...

But this is how I start writing a game's system.

I think about the overall game, taking notes on what the system will be like.

And once I feel "this will work," I can finally start creating the concept and the story.

A game's scenario is very important to me.

At the same time, I start sharing the concept and establishing the setting with Fujisaka and other staff members.

Having these drawings made helps me develop the game's image. We can't create the concept and characters based on my ideas alone.

By sharing our ideas, we can refine them further.

At this point, we have many brainstorming sessions.

Based on our discussions, I plot out the scenario one more time.

In the beginning, our original title was AROUNDER.

It was called AROUNDER because the game makes you pinch and circle the screen.

Does AROUNDER fit better?

Since Fujisaka's drawings are done at this stage, we can write in more details.

This is in Japanese.

Also, we adjust things like the monsters' settings in the game's system.

I think that's about it.

We start by visualizing a system's screen composition, then elaborate on that in words.

Then that's when we can start creating the concept, characters, and plot.

That's roughly how the process goes.

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This is Orleans - Duration: 3:53.

I'm sorry if you may hear a little

background noise and said they're

setting up today for the another day of

the Alamo as we call it. To live in

Orleans, you've got it really learn how

to relax and enjoy life. You've got to, you

have to love the outdoors. I have boats.

I'm on the water a lot. All my life I've

been on the water a lot and I just love it.

If I didn't live in Orleans, I'd

probably find it very difficult to

adjust to another community unless i was

living in some place that offered all

the Orleans has to offer. We have a

wonderful school system. We have a very

interesting historical past. We have a

very interesting Main Street. Orleans has

Route 28, and we have Route 6A, and Main Street. We

have interesting stores and art

galleries. We have a tremendous amount of

art galleries with all types of art.

In the past we've always talked about

Orleans as being the center of the lower

Cape. And I think it still applies today.

One of the great things about Orleans

is it backs up to a number of different

watersheds. Peasant Bay, the Atlantic

Ocean, Cape Cod Bay. And we have the

Town Cove that flows into the ocean. We have

fantastic beaches. Nauset is great for

adults and Skaket is wonderful for

small children, especially at low tide. It's the flats.

Rock Harbor is the home to our

fishing fleet, charter fishing. And there

are commercial boats there also.

The Rock Harbor is a special place.

There's always a crowd of people going

there, taking out charters. The sunsets at

Rock Harbor are better than many places I've

been in the world. You go down to Rock

Harbor and look around, you will find

down there a very historic boat .

The 36500. The most unusual, brave attempt by

four Coast Guardsmen and they rescued, I

think, another 32 people. And take a

look at the boat sometime and look down

and see where would you put 36 people in

there. A 36-foot boat. I don't know.

Standing on their heads.

Orleans has the highest education level of any city

or town in Massachusetts. Every time I

meet someone who I find out what they do

I'm kind of blown away with it, thinking

Orleans has all this brain power here.

We are the only town in all of

America that was a attacked by the

Germans in World War I.

And the people all went down to the beach. They were at

church and they went down to the beach

and they stood there and watch this

attack and the submarine sunk three

barges that had been towed along the

coast here and the people were rescued

by the life-saving service and it was

quite an event for the day at that time.

I'm looking for the future of Orleans,

hoping that the young people that are

staying here will carry out the basic

premise of what Orleans is all about . And

that people will come here because they

want to contribute something.

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Do Doorways Actually Make Us Forget Things? - Duration: 4:01.

Does this sound familiar?

You get up to grab your phone, or a cup of tea, or something else, in the other room,

but once you're there, you have absolutely no idea why.

Were you distracted?

Sure, maybe.

But it could also be because you walked through a doorway.

Yup. According to psychologists at the University of Notre Dame, something as simple as walking

through a doorway can make you forget things!

They found this out by testing undergrads in the lab.

They asked students to place six blocks of various shapes and colors in a shoebox,

cover it with a lid, and then carry the box across one big room, or into another room.

There, the students were quizzed about the contents of their boxes.

Had they carried a yellow sphere?

What about a green cube?

Now, most people could remember the objects most of the time, but when participants had

walked through doorways, their performance was consistently worse.

Something about doorways seemed to make them forget.

This happens not only with real doors, but in virtual environments, too,

and even when people are asked simply to imagine crossing a threshold.

It's called the location updating effect, or more simply, the doorway effect.

You might think this is just a case of context.

Like, if you walk back into the original room, maybe that can help you remember.

But the Notre Dame scientists tested this, and that didn't make participants any less forgetful.

The forgetting wasn't just about being in a different room.

The act of walking through the doorway was the culprit.

So what's going on?

The best explanation has to do with how our brains process events.

After all, you can only think about so many things at once.

Working memory, our neural representation of what's currently happening, is limited.

So the best way for our brains to deal with everything is to break it into chunks.

According to this theory—known as the Event Segmentation Theory—our brains create

representations of events called event models, which let us predict what might come next at any given moment.

Like, if you see someone tie one shoe, it's a pretty safe bet that the next thing they're

going to do is tie the other one.

But these event models need to be updated, as the circumstances around you change.

Once someone's done tying their shoes, for example, having that model in your head isn't very useful.

That's where doorways—and other so-called event boundaries—come in.

Doorways are a sign that something's changed, and maybe you need to refresh.

The problem is that when your brain updates this status report, that old information isn't

as accessible—even if you still need it.

Psychologists also think people might have a hard time remembering things—like those

colored blocks in the experiments—because they create two event models with those objects,

one for each room.

So, when it comes time to retrieve the information about what's in the box, or what you went

into the other room to find, the two models compete and interfere with each other.

But this whole system that your brain has for processing things still is useful—even

if it sometimes leaves you in the kitchen, wondering why you're there.

That's because, more often than not, passing through a door does mean that a new event

is beginning, which means that it's okay to dump all the information about the old event.

So this kind of forgetting might be annoying, but isn't really a bad thing.

And it's not a sign that you're getting old or developing dementia.

Scientists actually checked this, and the doorway effect was just as strong in college

students as it was in a group of older people.

In fact, event boundaries like doorways sometimes might even help you remember.

In a different experiment, the same Notre Dame psychologists challenged students to

remember a list of words that was read aloud, half in one spot, and the other half in another

room, or the same distance away within the same room.

The test subjects remembered more of the words when they crossed through a doorway than when

they just moved to another part of the room.

Here, the doorway was beneficial: by divvying up the words in two separate event models,

the brain can structure the information better, and take more of it in.

So, if you end up in your kitchen baffled by why you're there, don't worry.

Your brain made a tiny mistake.

In the grand scheme of things, it's doing things just right.

Thanks for watching this episode of SciShow Psych, brought to you by our super kind patrons on Patreon.

If you want to help support this show, go to patreon.com/scishow.

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R3R Cleanser Encapsulation Technology At Its Most Potent - Duration: 2:38.

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This is not a normal torchlight.

This torchlight is special in that it can help you detect harmful chemicals such as fluorescence.

When you shine this light on fluorescence, it will light up brightly!

Let me show you what is on my hand.

Do you see this?

Do you see this luminous spot?

This is a product that contains fluorescence.

Do you see it?

Let me now demonstrate how R3R Duo R Cleanser can

help encapsulate the harmful substances whilst deep cleansing your skin.

This spot here represents any substance that contains fluorescence which is harmful to your skin.

You can find it in some detergents and some cosmetics.

You can especially find it in some whitening masks available in the market as well as some cosmetics.

Now I will use only one drop of R3R Duo R cleanser

Now I will show you how our cleanser's encapsulation technology

will help us to remove these harmful substances!

You can see under this light, our cleanser is totally transparent and not luminous

Hence, we can conclude that it does not contain fluorescence (it has whitening effect on your skin) or harmful substances.

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Therefore

you see this gel bag? It contains all the harmful substances on our skin.

After cleansing with our cleanser

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Two out of Three | Zelda: Breath of the Wild Part 2 - Duration: 41:07.

I have a license to use Nintendo's content in this video through the Nintendo Creators Program. This video is not sponsored or endorsed by Nintendo, but any advertising revenue from this video will be shared with Nintendo.

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The Dinosaur Timeline - Duration: 2:47.

Do you know when T-rex lived?

How about velociraptors?

How about Triceratops?

And no, the answer isn't 65 million years ago.

While it's true that the age of dinosaurs ended 65.8 million years ago, most dinosaurs

had already been long gone.

Dinosaurs lived in the Era known as the Mesozoic.This era started 225 million years ago and stretched

across 162 million years, ending 65 million years ago.

We further divide this era into three periods, first the Triassic, then the Jurassic, and

finally the Cretaceous.

The Triassic stretched from 225 million years ago, until 205 million years ago.

Dinosaurs such as Herrerasaurus and pro compsognathus lived during this time.

By the way, pro compsognathus is the dinosaur referred to as "Compys" in Jurassic Park two.

The Jurassic period stretched from 205 million years ago, until 144 million years ago.

This time period is known for its iconic herbivores such as Stegosaurus and Brachiosaurus.

It is also known for the predators Ceratosaurus and Allosaurus.

Dilophosaurus is also found in this time period.

Along with the first bird, archaeopteryx.

Despite its lesser known name, the cretaceous period was home to some of the most iconic

dinosaurs.It began 144 million years ago and thrived for 79 million years until a meteor

ended the reign of the dinosaurs 65 million years ago.Side note, this event also gave

rise to mammals, so you'd better thank that big space rock.

The cretaceous period was home to Triceratops, Parasaurolophus, T-Rex, Velociraptor, Ankylosaurus,

and Spinosaurus, just to name a few.

Oh, and by the way, velociraptor wasn't the 6-foot tall killing machine it was in Jurassic

Park.

It was smaller.

Much smaller.

It was more like a turkey, to be honest

So despite JURASSIC Park's name, most of the dinosaurs featured were from the cretaceous

period.

So maybe it should be Cretaceous Park instead.

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Ghost in the Shell

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Sounds of Awareness: Leanne Betasamosake Simpson 2 - Duration: 46:08.

Hello, good afternoon. Welcome to the National Museum of the American Indian.

Thanks to those of you who have stuck around with us through the entire lineup of Sounds of Awareness.

This afternoon dedicated to music and poetry from throughout North America.

We have our final performance of the day with Leanne Simpson

She's Nishnaabeg. She's a poet, spoken word artist, and a scholar.

And her and her band have dedicated time to the Walking with Our Sisters project

dedicated to missing and murdered Aboriginal women, First Nations women of Canada.

So they are here today all the way from Toronto to share their melodic words,

and I hope you will join me in silencing your cell phones and giving them a very warm welcome.

[Applause]

Boozhoo kina weya. We're so happy and honored to be here

in [Native language] today.

Our first song is called Road Salt,

and it's about a friendship between a deer and a crow

and the word for crow in my language is aandeg.

[Music]

pacing the side of the highway

waiting for rhythm to break

sweating for one more hit

before i come out as a fake

road salt makes me twitch

and more comfortable in my skin

aandeg can love without trust

i assume that means she's kin

dawn gets eaten by morning

one lick turns into three

aandeg just sits and surveys

i know she can't lie to me

licking the road is its own humiliation

just like hostages first trap themselves

aandeg's the bird on a wire

like im a deer on nobody's shelf

this is how to die in a war

they insist doesn't exist

aandeg never has the whites of my eyes

unasked questions, unsurveyed cysts

dawn gets eaten by morning

one lick turns into three

aandeg just sits and surveys

i know she can't lie to me

the snow will drown without suffering

the road salt still managing dreadfear

aandeg hacking overhead

until we're mid-road again next year.

dawn gets eaten by morning

one lick turns into three

aandeg just sits and surveys

i know she can't lie to me

dawn gets eaten by morning

one lick turns into three

aandeg just sits and surveys

i know she can't lie to me

dawn gets eaten by morning

one lick turns into three

aandeg just sits and surveys

i know she can't lie to me

[Music]

[Applause] Miigwetch. Thank you,

I am Michi Saagiig Nishnaabeg and our territory is on the north side of Lake Ontario.

and so we're pleased and honored to be here at the National Museum of the American Indian

This is our first performance in the U.S., so miigwech to Korah for having us.

It's a little colder where we live, even than today,

but spring is just starting.

So last week I was out tapping a sugar bush and starting to collect sap to make maple syrup

And this song is called The Oldest Tree in the World

and it's about, it's a love song to the oldest maple tree in my territory,

which has been aged at about 400 years old.

So I was thinking about what the tree has seen, the changes.

[Music]

im worrying about

what you're drinking

you're worrying about

what i'm breathing

i like you

because you

never

talk

too loud

i breath it out

you breath it in

i like you

because you all hold

this all together

with the parts i can't see

i breath it in

you breath it out

you: 11 times my age

me: draped in clouds of youth

i think we're the same

i think i know what you've seen

but it's not true

i don't know

i don't

i don't know how to say this

without embarrassing you

but i do know

i believe in saying things

i do know

i believe

in the telling

your wrinkled grey skin is gorgeous

and

i hope you don't know what's happening.

[music composed by Nick Ferrio]

[Applause]

This song is about ice fishing. It's about what happens when a poet goes ice fishing.

Not a lot of fish get caught, but a poem gets written.

And I, it's sad because this year we didn't get to go ice fishing

because the lake didn't freeze, because the climate is too warm.

[Music]

[poem titled She Hid Him in Her Bones]

i am lying down flat on my back on the ice of chemung.

the wind is water falling over my frame, borrowing the parts i can't hang onto.

he says to me he wants to die really slowly so he doesn't miss anything.

i tell him i'm not that brave, i want to miss everything.

the ice-wind is singing a single, suspended note with no breath, no phrasing and a benevolent intensity.

he talks about a methodic retreat into the background.

in the same breath, he talks about fighting like hell til the end of everything.

the hole in the ice is healing into slush and the line is starting to freeze.

i make my inside wind and the outside breath the same temperature.

he's reading the signs and forecasting tomorrow.

i'm taking inventory of unasked questions, wondering which holds the most regret.

he gets in the truck and tells me to get in.

i say, "i'll walk".

he nods and shuts the door, stopping to wait until i turn towards the shore.

[Applause]

One of the great things about my band is that their all really incredible solo musicians

so you should check out their CDs as well.

That was Nick Ferrio on the lap steel all the way from Peterborough, Ontario.

[Applause]

This is my sister, Ansley Simpson. She's a singer-songwriter out of Toronto,

with a new album called Break Wall coming out shortly.

[Applause]

And on the cello is the famous Cris Derksen.

[Applause]

This next song is called Caribou Ghosts, and it's going out to all the water protectors at Standing Rock

all of the people who are standing up and fighting the good fight, and Black Lives Matter.

It's a protest song.

[Drumming]

[Music]

we are always almost drowning

we are the best trained troops

that refuse to fight

we are hyped up on aesthetics

and tripped up

by real life

we don't have time to feel these feelings

so we save that for

another day

we don't have to plan for the win

because we always loose

anyway

caribou ghosts & untold stories

bad timing

and smashed hearts

train tracks six pack riff raff

deadening regret,

a collection of old parts

we get these tiny gifts

of tremendous, unclouded

by past dues

we get these tiny moments

but there's never

enough glue

so we'll tie ourselves together,

with bungee cords

and luck

bring the fish,

the fire,

the new knife

catharsis is still elusive

so we'll file that

for another day

meet me at the underpass

rebellion

is on her way

meet me

meet me at the underpass

freedom is on her way

rebellion is on her way

rebellion is on her way

caribou ghosts & untold stories

bad timing and smashed hearts

[Notes: the line "train tracks six pack riff raff" is by Zacheus Jackson. music composed by Jonas Bonnetta]

[Applause]

The next piece is called She Sang Them Home.

And there used to be a resident population of salmon in Lake Ontario,

and they used to migrate up through the rivers and the lakes in my territory

until they built a lift-box system, and now we haven't had any salmon in my territory since the early 1800s.

And so I wrote this piece imagining that the lift-boxes had mysteriously disappeared

and I was the first salmon back in the Otonabee River.

[Music]

bozhoo odenaabe

shki maajaamegos ndizhinaakaz

it's been a long time.

owah

odenaabe

owah

odenaabe

it's this way, i can feel

my lateral line pulling forward

let me let me

taste you

owah that feels good on my gills

my kobade told her daughter about that feeling

and my great grandmother told her daughter

my grandmother told my doodoom and my doodoom told me

it was better than they said.

i've never felt like this

it's easy here

odenaabe odenaabe odenaabe odenaabe

bubbling

beating

birthing

breathing

bubbling

beating

birthing

breathing

bubbling

beating

birthing

breathing

bubbling

beating

birthing

breathing

owah odenaabe

i never thought we'd meet.

careful with me odenaabe

i'm not strong like those old ones.

who fasted and swam up here ever year

weweni odenaabe

weweni

there are more coming from chi'nibiish

chi'nibiish

saagetay'achewan

pimadashkodeyaang

kitchi gaming

odenaabe

kitchi gaming

atigmeg zaageguneen

asin saagegun

atigmeg zaageguneen

kitchi gaming

odenaabe

pimadashkodeyaang

saagetay'achewan

chi'nibiish

you're quicker than i thought

is jijak still here?

an old one told me

"land of jijaak land of migizi"

we're bringing all the ones that are gone

don't worry about your wounds odenaabe

they'll heal now, they'll heal now they're gone

we're bringing an event

it's ok odenaabe

you can cry now

they're gone

it's over now

we're all going to be ok

they're gone.

and there is more of us waiting to be born.

[Applause]

The next piece is called How to Steal a Canoe

Where I live, I live about 3 blocks from the Canadian Canoe Museum

And so when I'm in a place like this, I like to sing to all of my relatives who are here,

sometimes behind glass cases and sometimes on display.

but for me, these are relationships, and for me, they're not objects, they're relationships.

[Music]

kwe is barefoot on the cement floor

singing to a warehouse

of stolen canoes

bruised bodies

dry skin

hurt ribs

dehydrated rage

akiwenzie says, "it's canoe jail"

the white skin of a tree is for feeling

and slicing and rolling and cutting and sewing

and pitching and floating and travelling

akiwenzie says "oh you're so proud of your collection

of ndns. good job zhaganash,

good job"

kwe is praying to those old ones by dipping her fingers

into a plastic bottle of water

and rubbing the drops on the spine of each canoe

soft words

wet fingers

wet backs

kwe and akiwenzie are looking each canoe in the eye

one whispers back, "take the young one and run"

kwe looks at akiwenzie

akiwenzie takes the sage over to the

security guard and teaches him how to

smudge the canoe bodies. fake cop is basking in guilt free importance.

kwe takes the her off the rack,

and onto her shoulders

she puts Her in the

flat bed and drives to Chemong

she pulls Her out into the middle of the lake

and sinks her with 7 stones

just enough to

fill Her with lake and

and suspended Her in wet

kwe sings the song

and She sings back

kwe sings the song

and She sings back

[music composed by Cris Derksen]

[Applause]

The lyrics from this set are being published as [?] in a book called This Accident of Being Lost

and it's a book of poetry and short stories.

so watch at your book stores for that, if there are still book stores.

[Music]

listen to the hesitant beat

sit at the edge of the woods

shape shift around the defense

ban the word "should"

follow that bluebird

past the smoke & contraband

my frightened lower back

a witness on unkept promise land

hide under mindimooyenh's skirt

wrap swamp tea around your chest

fill your empty with smoked meat

vomit this mess

weave spruce into your fix

forget missed shots and mean boys

tie these seven pieces of heart

use whiskey as your decoy

play by the skin of old teeth

the ritual of giving thanks

laughing hearts and feeding fires

compasses & riverbanks

im just going to sit here past late

the stars don't care at what cost

you breath while i whisper a song

"this accident of being lost"

im just going to sit here past late

the stars don't care at what cost

you breath while i whisper a song

"this accident of being lost"

im just going to sit here past late

the stars don't care at what cost

you breath while i whisper a song

"this accident of being lost"

[Music]

[notes: mindimooyenh means old woman, music composed by Tara Williamson]

[Applause]

So the book is called This Accident of Being Lost. That's the title track from the book.

The next piece I did not write. It's a poem by Bukowski,

but he was kind of a jerk, so we decolonized it and edited it for him.

[Laughing Heart, Poem by Charles Bukowski, edited by Leanne Betasamosake Simpson]

[music composed by Ansley Simpson]

your life is your life

don't let it be clubbed into dank submission.

be on the watch.

there are ways out.

there is a light

it may not be much light

but it beats the darkness.

be on the watch.

the aunties will offer you chances.

know them.

take them.

you can't beat death

but you can beat death in life, sometimes.

and the more often you do it,

the more light there will be.

your life is your life.

know it while you have it.

you are marvelous

the ancestors

wait to delight in you.

(you are marvelous

the ancestors delight in you)

[Applause]

This next song is called Leaks, and it's from my first album slash book called Islands of Decolonial Love.

It's a piece that was written about my daughter, who was 5 at the time

and we were picking wild leaks in our territory

and we ran into a really racist man, and she was destroyed

sort of, by that incident, and it was heartbreaking,

because I couldn't protect her. And so, I wrote her this.

dirt road

open windows

beautiful one, too perfect for this world

the immediacy of mosquitos

humidity choking breath

my beautiful singing bird

five year old ogitchidaakwe

crying silent, petrified tears in the backseat

until the dam finally bursts

you are the breath over the ice on the lake.

you are the one the grandmothers sing to through the rapids.

you are the saved seeds of allies.

you are the space between embraces

she's always going to remember this

you are rebellion, resistance, imagination

her body will remember

you are dug up roads, 27 day standoffs, the foil of industry prospectors

she can't speak about it for a year, which is 1/6 of her life

for every one of your questions there is a story hidden in the skin of the forest.

use them as flint, fodder, love songs, medicine.

you are from a place of unflinching power,

the holder of our stories,

the one who speaks up

the chance for spoken up words drowned in ambush

you are not a vessel for white settler shame,

even if I am the housing that failed you.

[Applause]

This is our last track. So, miigwech for coming. You've been a fantastic audience

Really happy to be here. If you get a chance, go up to level number 4

and check out Our Universes, the Anishinaabe section.

You'll learn a little bit more about some of the pieces we've been talking about

some of the cultural references

This song is about eagles, and our word for eagle is migizi

[Music]

[a poem titled These Two]

two clandestine eagles find you in the front of this line up signing things and pretending nice,

wearing professionalism like it's a halloween costume.

and the leading one drops in from behind you

and the tip of her wing grazes the small of your back

in an oval that's method and rhythm like it's all you'll ever have

and she is not going to waste one second of it.

then the second one comes in on a sharper angle and tight circles your form

starting at your roots,

rising and then falling.

her feathers are the wind on the hairs of your skin

and she's flying conical spirals up past your head

and then down again brushing your heels

the backs of your knees,

the cracks on your lips,

all the while the first one's wing is whispering to the skin of your lower back,

while her beak is sucking the burning panic from the place you keep it hidden,

behind the sorrow in your breast's bone.

[music composed by Ansley Simpson]

[Applause]

I just want to say thank you all so much for coming. That does conclude our Sounds of Awareness afternoon.

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