Have you ever wondered, well I have, about how
when I say, say "red", for example, there's no way of
knowing if "red" means the same thing in your head
as "red" means in my head when someone says "red"
How if we are traveling at almost the speed of light
and we're holding a light that light would still
travel away from us at the full speed of light
which seems right in a way, what I'm trying to say,
I'm not sure, but I wonder if inside my head
I'm not just a bit different from some of my friends
these answers that come into my mind unbidden
these stories delivered to me fully written
and when everyone shouts, like they seem to like shouting
the noise in my head is incredibly loud
and I just wish they'd stop, my dad, and my mom
and the tv and stories would stop for just once
and I'm sorry, I'm not quite explaining it right
but the noise becomes anger and the anger is light
and this burning inside me would usually fade
but it isn't today, and the heat and the shouting
and my heart is pounding, and my eyes are burning
and suddenly
everything, everything is
Quiet.
Like silence, but not really silent
Just that still sort of quiet
Like the sound of a page being turned in a book
Or a pause in a walk in the woods
Quiet.
Like silence, but not really silent
Just that nice kind of quiet
Like the sound when you lie upside down in your bed
Just the sound of your heart in your head
They say stand up, lie down
make the best of your heart now
But I say the honey light has no effect on me
as once it did seeping through the trees
Sure, I am blue
but I am not used up
I'm scared of what I know not
but scared is a word for kids
playing in the dark
Every night I wake up frighted by something in
the shadow spot
The shadow stays when light pours in
Improbably, it lives in the kitchen
Why does it have to be that way?
Because, because
Why does it have to be just so?
Because it does
Thirteen times, check the lock and key
Oh, thirteenth time, why are you so deep in me?
Why does it have to be that way?
Today I may be Jesus
or maybe Joan of Arc
or maybe I'm just God Himself
we've been waiting for so long
"You're just a you", they tell me
"no greater than the rest
this mountain that you speak of
an imaginary crest"
Still, I ache with grandeur
not quite sure that I am wrong
These worlds I see
are not stable or concrete
outside my window
it's so different than my mind's show
In there it's so surreal
but grips you like it's real
no warnings, or end credits
to alert you how to feel
In the morning when I wake up
I don't listen to the birds or fill my coffee cup
I am worried, no I'm frazzled, maybe frenzied,
is this my body or my mind?
My mind or my body?
"I must go home", it's a phrase I know too well
This tingling haunts me, it's a special kind of hell
A sensitivity to everything I smell
the moment I seek
the one that breaks the spell
Where is my quiet?
When will I find it?
Is this my own mind?
Will I be just fine?
And though the people around me
Their mouths are still moving
The words they are forming
Cannot reach me anymore!
And it is quiet
And I am warm
Like I've sailed
Into the eye of the storm
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Happy synthesizer I'll play a melody that will almost reach your chest only for you
A very funny story about the weak love,now that I think it,this days are very wonderful and shinigs
Do have I to remember only far away ?would you become an adult? you don't have to do that I didn't know anything about it, forgive me I can't don't say that I didn't know anything,but it's so cute see you still a kids,I'm sorry I'm a lierd
Happy synthesizer I'll play a melody that will reach and re-reach your chest and then consign it at you whit a this eletronics sounds,you are obbligated to be bored or I will delete all the things that you hate
There's a small thing that do me say words that will reach and re-reach your heart ,they deliver that to you it with a electronics sounds
Liking someone isn't an excuse,we don't need stubbornness right? if you give up balme in on the era ,this will the and,if you don't step forward,nothing starts
Sorry is so late,you were go to sleep right? I'm surprised! I was going to call you too,like when the sound touch the heart's back side for attract 2 persons
Happy synthesizer look,things will get be better,I'll play a ispiration melody,you don't have to pretend to be strong okay? just be true yoursel
There's a small thing that do me say words that will reach and re-reach your heart ,they deliver that to you it with a electronics sounds
Happy synthesizer I'll play a melody that will reach and re-reach your chest and then consign it at you whit a this eletronics sounds,you are obbligated to be bored or I will delete all the things that you hate
There's a small thing that do me say words that will reach and re-reach your heart ,they deliver that to you it with a electronics sounds
Happy synthesizer I'll play a melody that will reach and re-reach your chest and then consign it at you whit a this eletronics sounds,you are obbligated to be bored or I will delete all the things that you hate
There's a small thing that do me say words that will reach and re-reach your heart ,they deliver that to you it with a electronics sounds
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I
Think I'll stay in this lobby until a level up and go to a different one. We're just stay here since Ella woods in here
Because you just got on to my game
Now so what's your name on there?
If you don't mind me asking
Does if you're still here?
Skittle, okay
okay, um I guess I'll
Let's all keep an eye out on that name whenever I play
Let me see what my name is so I mean when you find me you'll know. It's me
That's it. I'm Gonna watch team
They look up from here on out. Nothing can go wrong
Get up on stage
Surprise I survived that
Surprised I surprised that too
as I depend on the range of
That ability I guess won't completely get splatted if you're on the outside of that
How did that kill me?
Yeah, I was probably weak enough for not too. Smoky unluckily. I'm not a super jump
Well like that ability is probably probably my favorite one
otherwise if I use so far
It's something we just three of them
That's called Splashdown
That's why I wasn't saying the name because I didn't know what it was called
See now are doing that suppressor doing pretty well
here
Splashdown
Second I can dig that oh?
Yeah, I know that about them. You can add people to play I
know I'm
Thing you have to do that with the app. I'm not completely sure since I
Mean I have the app. I just haven't used it for the game yet
because I haven't played with I haven't played with
My friends on here since I haven't really had that much time
to play since
Came out Friday. I had to work pretty much all weekend
Okay
Yeah
Boy stood next to close hMM
Guessing you have to do something I?
think I feel like I
Know you have to do something game four on the whole voice chat thing
So you have to do that like with the online Lobby thing I?
Guess um you have to do the same thing for splatting it, too
I'm not sure. That's with I forgot that one thing's name
It's like the small sea urchin food. I think like Munsch or something you
know yeah, I
Mean that and if you I guess like if you played with them in an online game
you can add them that way like
recently
let us reasonably plays with people I
Mean they probably won't know who you are as I lose this random dude that is random person. That's trying to add
Like oh, I play them in Spittoon - and do things
Probably splatter them a bunch of times oh the brain
It's like acid rain or something
Clara Dang it you realize I have my
Whereas I have my special, and then was about to use it when I got splattered
So yeah, I'll have to experiment with the app
Now that's one
when I have people to play with
Oh, no
Because I want to have people to play with and like we'll all use it or something
That's if they use it because like everybody's just bashing the thing right now
Sam I mean oh dang. I didn't see that guy
You see ouch see the football oh
Oh, okay. That's not what I wanted to do
feel free football I
Need to Lay the splashdown
Like Tom Fox calls it the Iron man
Is kind of like a superhero landing type feel type deal? I'll see
That was really close
Point two percent. I think yeah point two percent
and ago
and she
Long a zeppelin and clothing. I help you figure it out except with a hat somebody out to update feet an item
So I'm guessing this kind of time like the actual shops in the game like it's only a certain selection
is
every two hours or so
Neck is my plan my plan with the clothing
I
Guess whatever is available
Like during the two hours or whatever
Whatever is available when I'm playing
Is like since I have a lot of money?
I'm going to try to apply
Every piece of clothing that I can oh
My doing is level 20
Please be on my team
I'll try to buy all the clothes that I can and then
Level the clothes up
To like get them like the abilities the sub abilities for those
and
then
This in the future see like which is which combination was worked best with what I'm using
And then maybe try to reroll them at some point
No, no, I know chargers were paying in the first game
I
Never used them because one. I'm not a sniper like any type of game
Because I really suck it using the sniper rifle so for like
Maybe one game I used it a lot in is like Modern Warfare 3 for the Wii
Surprisingly, I did well in that game with a sniper rifle
As everybody else just sucked that badly
I'm not good with those or Rollers I?
mean I just go with like the
Splat litte more, whatever. I'm using now
like those types of
those types of weapons
Dang it
My Aim was just a little off. Which is usually the problem
So you just go to bed up like I?
Don't know he's not far
As that's mainly why I'm using this this set up
Because it has splashed down. I really like that. I really like that one
because of the Ironman whatever I like iron, man, I
Think because of that special and that's easy totally oh dang it
Let's see I'm not doing too bad. I know where Donnie is
Dang it I
find myself using the splashdown when I'm not near enemies because I
Do run out of ink really fast?
and
using your
using your special like refills your ink all the way, so
Basically a way to have like all the ink. Oh
my goodness, oh Dang it Ella would
Get splattered
oh
man
my basil I like using it because I'll never feels the fur fills your ink and
Put it in mind that match
Never fails our stuff and it that actually helps when I'm not fighting other people
Okay, the whole team was chargers that
has the socket
Rosalie I haven't gone against any teams that have only have like either chargers or Rollers I?
Think rollers were a problem in the first one as well
I'm pretty sure they were
oh
Okay, sir this house actually sean my stuff is like. It's such a call
Well my favorite stage of the leaf
That's alright stuff there. I'm thinking is
That they're not in tune
Joon-Kyu puffers won't stop me. Name was clucks - eeeh or something
Okay, name
This is my main complaint. Why does that look like a I?
Forgot what that gun was called
I'm probably not going to remember when I remembered all late
now malice
I'm over the pan
Are you serious?
How did I do that within the last 15 seconds?
And then we barely lost
you
Ah okay. I just started
To include women workers out swap
yeah, we'll see I
have to save it for later though, I
Do like a few more might do a few more games, and then I'm done for now I?
might play the knife though
Aim
you
of course
Turn this
Don't dad met a mic night charge up, okay
Keo don't die
Thinking kidding me Selector everywhere
Can't go after one person without another being there
The kids died who see where this takes us?
Still thinking Loss
And I did the worst awesome go see
By the web when someone had the HP label, this is Galaxy
As long as they're playing a match am I right?
Hey, I'll probably do three more matches and then stop for now
ah
Yes, when this music is pretty good though
Okay, travel folder
so weird
oh
No, yeah, we've got this
As you can see the last booyah
here on the Stove Walker Eric Bob f sk Courtney Dan and Sword
all the players in the game
Huckle a familiar place
Just got a liver how to play on this one
this corner
Splat its sword
Superjump just yet - fine at the moment
Gotcha
That's pretty cool mechanic
I'm in so much danger. Dang it
Eric stop moving
Okay
game
Boomer feels pretty good
Yeah, sure. What's the 607?
Seeing that time lately see if we go to the muzzle forge
Alright, this will be my last one
I'm pretty sure I've been here before it looks so familiar I
Think it was like one of the first ones, I played on
This isn't like a first rotation
I
Think that's left
oh
Stop john oh
Now when we do with a fine
Day We still lost
we're actually doing pretty well, but
We had that one, but I guess not
sucks
Guys, I'm done as for those that watched. Thanks for watching
Nothing. Well I'm not going to stream later
Let me play later
Thanks, I'm going to end up there. I see you later
you
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Desert Spain
Finally home! ;-;
Where is my suitcase?
This suitcase again??
Iced coffee Milk ice cream
Marta, the singer
Me sitting on the sofa,
while everyone else is working
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You might be wondering why the heck I am wearing all of this gold and blue stuff around my neck, and that is
because today I am doing a theatre tag. It sounded like I said "theer". THEATRE. THEATRE tag.
I've always been into musicals, and as a kid I did a lot of church plays. But my first time actually performing was
in the seventh grade, and I played Helena in a production of "A Midsummer Night's Dream". And everyone
who was in it that production will admit that it was pretty pathetic. [laughs] We were twelve, and we knew nothing
about acting technique or how to properly deliver Shakespeare. So, yeah, it didn't go over well.
That's an understatement. It was a complete mess. In fact, it caused me to vow that I would never get back
onstage again in an acting capacity. But in the eighth grade I went to see a production of "Sweeney Todd" at
our high school. I just fell in love with it and I told myself: I have to audition for this theatre troupe
when I'm a freshman.
Because... it's so good!
My first real show was called "The Most Massive Woman Wins". It was for a one-act festival where
seniors directed and underclassmen acted, and I was a freshman at the time.
This is our cast. I am second from the left.
Costuming, two; directing, three; stage management, one; house management, one; and then acting, eight.
So, in total, fifteen. And that's just in high school.
Belle in "Beauty and the Beast", by far. It had been a dream role of mine since I was, like, six or seven.
Honestly, it was not my favorite role just because of the size of the role. I know that's what a lot of people think.
That I liked it so much just because I was in a position to get attention. But to be completely honest,
the attention only really came at the end of the production when all the work had been put in.
And it was... nice. Like, I'll admit that it was nice. But that was not the part that I enjoyed the most. What I enjoyed
most was rehearsals that would go really late because we were wrestling with the character of Belle and
I was finding pieces of myself in the character and I was really working with how to accurately portray the
character like my director wanted, because we didn't go for a typical Belle. We made her angry and mean and
flawed, and discovering that in the character was - I don't know, it was really eye-opening for me. And I loved it.
I LOVED it. It was so much fun. And it was SO HARD. But it was - [groans] - yeah, it was really fun.
Aim high. There is no shame in auditioning for a really huge role as someone who is new to theatre.
Some people have natural talent, and some people don't, but regardless, there is always a chance that the director
is gonna see something unique in you that fits his or her vision of the role.
Divas! People who think that they are the most talented person in the room whenever they walk into a room.
I hope and pray I never become one of those people.
I think I receive criticism pretty well. I really like taking that as a challenge to apply it to my work, and improve
it, ultimately.
Biggest weakness: [sighs] I don't have the singing range that a lot of actresses my age do. I can hit a D5 on a
good day, an E5 on a REALLY good day.
I also get tired really easily. In my high school troupe, we had cue-to-cues that went until 2:30 in the morning.
After about 11:00 at night, I am just completely useless.
If they're programming a cue and it takes more than 15 or 20 minutes, I will just lie down on the stage and sleep.
On a smaller scale, a young woman from my high school named Emma. She graduated my sophomore year.
Even when things got super stressful during rehearsals and during shows, she never snapped at me.
And she was never mean to me.
And I've always respected that so much because she could be in these big high-stress situations and
and have such an air of grace about her.
She's also an incredible actress and singer. I've never heard anyone in my program sing as well as her.
On a larger scale, probably Ben Platt. He has this way of being really raw and vulnerable and open on stage,
In the video that I watched, he is crying so hard he can barely sing. And it's BEAUTIFUL.
The song isn't perfect, it's beautifully imperfect, and he's struggling with the song because he's crying so hard.
It's very easy to sing a pretty song or present a pretty scene, and have the audience go, "Oh, that's nice."
It's so much harder to give it this element of vulnerability and power. And it's something I think
Ben Platt does so well.
I kinda wish I could be Ben Platt. Maybe I just want the Tony.
Fantine or Eponine in "Les Mis", Rose in "Dogfight", Cathy in "The Last Five Years", Jenna in "Waitress,"
Eliza in "Hamilton", Heidi in "Dear Evan Hansen", Heidi in "[title of show]"... Yeah, there are a lot.
Ahh, I hate this question! I get asked it all the time and I never know how to answer! I will do my best.
When I'm doing a solo performance, I usually prefer musical theatre, and that's because if my singing
or my acting is lacking, one will usually sort of compensate for the other.
But in terms of bigger group productions, I usually prefer plays. Musicals, as wonderful as they are,
tend to get a little bit cluttered with all the music and the choreography and complicated blocking.
Especially in an actor's head, things become a little chaotic. But in plays, you don't have to think about
"Oh, am I with the orchestra?" "Oh, am I doing the dancing right?" It's just the human interaction.
Any game that requires you to look like a complete idiot in front of people you've only just met.
You can't ask a theatre kid what their favorite show is because they'll never have a straight answer for you!
Right now, it's "Dear Evan Hansen", but "Dogfight", "Heathers", "[title of show]", "Hamilton", and
"The Last Five Years"... those are all kind of tied for second place.
THERE ARE SO MANY.
In Beauty and the Beast, Belle's dad is supposed to have that invention that chops wood, and our proppies did
this incredible job putting together a mechanism that - my friend Egan, who played Belle's dad, he would
get behind it and pull a rope, and it would lift the axe up, and the axe would hit the wood. And the wood was
already split in the middle, so it was my job to hold it together so that the audience wouldn't see that it was
already cut, and then set it down on the stage in front of the axe, and make sure it was positioned right, and then
he would pull the axe back, and ideally, the wood would just fall apart on impact and it was like he split it
with the axe. I usually didn't put it exactly where it was supposed to go, so it kinda hit the edge of the wood and
it wouldn't break. One night in particular stands out to me because it was probably the most aggravating
night with the invention. As usual, it wasn't quite getting it on the first or second time, and so I was like, "Oh, it's
fine, it'll get there." And it just kept hitting it and hitting it... And I can see Egan, and he's like, "OH NO."
Eventually, I go, "Dad, Dad, stop." Or "Papa" because Belle doesn't say "Dad". And I took the axe, and with way too
much force and aggression, I slam it down right where it's supposed to be in the middle of the wood, and the
wood falls apart, and the audience is like:
"Do we applaud?"
Okay, this is really sad. To preface, my school's production of "Les Miserables" my sophomore year
is quite possibly the best production I've ever been in to date. We were in The Epilogue, where Valjean sings,
"On this page, I write my last confession." And all the ensemble members were standing behind these
Parisian walls that we had built at the back of the auditorium. At the very end of The Epilogue we all
sort of come out and surround the audience and do that really cool chorus bit. When our Valjean sang his line,
we heard him start to cry, and then we all started crying, like really hard. Because we realized this was our last
time in this space, and with these same people, and with these costumes, and with the lighting cues, and
the orchestra, and all those different things. I've never felt that much of a deep connection to my cast
members than I did in that point.
Mrs. Bennet in the stage adaptation of "Pride and Prejudice". There's just so much energy contained in
her body whenever she's doing anything. I was just physically and mentally exhausted by the end of
each night. And it's a miracle I didn't get sick.
I would struggle to understand myself and relate to others. And I would be singing a lot worse music.
Anyway, that was my theatre tag. I hope you enjoyed it. If you have any funny theatre-related anecdotes you want
to share in the comments, please leave them. I will read all of them. If you enjoyed the video, please like and
subscribe for more theatre-y content. I do plan to do a lot more theatre-related videos in the future.
Because I could talk for days about my theatre experience. And yeah! I will see you all next time!
[clicks tongue]
This is an award I got for being theatre student of the year my freshman year.
This was for getting a superior on my I.E. at Nationals.
These are my graduation cords, which are gold and blue because those are the theatre colors and there's a little
theatre pin at the end and it's really cute.
This is my lanyard for one of the Thescons I went to, I think it was the 51st.
And this is my letter, with all of its wonderful pins and bars. I'm gonna take it off now, it's strangling me.
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