intro
[MUSIC]
Every day that I wake up
I wake up in a nightmare
every day that I wake up
I can never see quite clear
when I look at my surroundings
and everybody still doubts me
I wanna live to hear a crowd sing
All my lyrics so loudly
I miss the time when we would all get together
I guess it's fine but I really wish that we were better
real talks sipping drinks without all the pressures
now everybody needs to think about posting whatever
when people ask how I'm doing ive never been better
that's really not a conversation I'm willing to enter
How come we all continue forcing out all this pressure?
I'm just sick of these opinions and all of these lectures
I need my space now
So I can feel nothing
I live this nightmare
So I can feel something
I do what I love
And hope you will love me
I face this nightmare
No, I am not running
and I'm scared of being rich
but I'm scared of being poor
I'm scared of being lonely
But I'm scared of being bored
sometimes I get really angry
and I don't know why
sometimes I really do hate me
can't even pick my own side
Yeah what is even going on
why the hell do I even write songs?
what the hell am I doing here, man?
I guess I don't understand a thing damn
yeah, or maybe ignorance is bliss
Yo, I'd rather land in the abyss
And be aware of what I missed
Especially if I quit
yeah, they say the hell is your last day
when you see what you could've became
that day would drive me insane so I intend on staying in my lane
yeah I picked a path and I picked the pain yeah, I want it bad, that won't ever change
yeah sometimes I'm mad, sometimes I'm okay yeah I know I have what I want someday
I need my space now
So I can feel nothing
I live this nightmare
So I can feel something
I do what I love
And hope you will love me
I face this nightmare
No, I am not running
And it's hard to be okay when everything has changed
Yeah, it's hard to be okay when I can see everything the best part of everyone's day
It's on my iPhone on display no matter what I do can't get away
This isn't healthy I don't feel the same Yo, and destiny is a weird thing
Yeah, 'cause it's easier to believe Yeah, that everything is out of your hands
It's part of a plan so there ain't no need to worry Uh, don't let your vision be blurry
yeah, look in to your journey
Yo, and you can start real early you can be 13 or you could be 30
Uh but it's your life to live yeah yeah so what you got to give, huh
Yuh, you better get after it Don't you dare quit, don't you dare kid You got dreams? then you're like
So try like me, so fight like me Take a hold of your life and thrive like me
You could put the nightmares to sleep like me...
tell me that you love me tell me it was worth it
all the pain you caused me I know that we weren't perfect I feel I have a curse
that nothing I do works and I know that you've been hurt but I know we've had it
worse and I don't wanna fake it any more than I have to
feeling tortured I grab you try to snap us both back to when I felt like I had
you it just feels like a baboon but you're turning your back soon
I've been stabbed in the back you saw way something now it's open now there's
no way we can work it out can't work it out every word that's coming out your
mouth it's filled with doubt I don't have time to figure out what that's
about I don't wanna break you down but I can feel your emotion and there's
nothing open I just think I were broken I can feel the erosion like the coast of
the ocean every day we're approaching just another
asleep just to fall asleep I think our men 2d I just need to fall asleep put my
mind at ease don't wanna sing just breathe every single day if he comes
another bat I'm tired to the pain exhausted from the shackles I feel you
and to stay for the time we unravel we'll never be the same call decay sit
together I never thought it'd end like this with
the fight not a kiss nothing's right I think we missed all apply that I danced
cuz when I reminisce every night I felt dismissed and I tried to forget all the
pain
I think you finally close that door I think you finally cleaned your drawer I
guess this is the price of war and as I see it I write these chords up at night
of course and think about what might restore my hustle like a feeling once
more asleep just to fall asleep I think I'm in too deep I just need to find a
slave put my mind at ease don't wanna sing just breathe yeah
yeah everybody knows that I'm breaking down everybody knows how to fake your
nether everybody knows my heart shaking now yeah she hates me now I'm in
mistakes banana I don't ever wanna be alone I don't really ever feel at home
am I going in this zone that's the only way I go in a note about to blow back up
if I know it that the doubt creep in got a pop a couple more best drink I don't
think I'll never let you can easier to break it off best friends I don't really
understand myself understand help I don't wanna be left on the Shelf
couldn't even hear me if I count so cool
it's so calm
I don't want to break down I always feel like I could break now but I never let
it take me to that place now I won't ever let my thoughts get away now like I
better things to do picking fate now I'm just gonna be the best coming great now
I don't know if I'm okay oh and say now I remember better days on the playground
often I come away Ginga when I'm facing down I fight even when I don't know what
is right i'ma pick a side and I'ma take God I will decide my fate and God will
never let them tell me who I am if you try to shake me I'll be damned fed it on
the ground swear by Stan never give up that was always the plan so cool
along
it's so calm
you will not change
stay here to play you got one life and I know whether you can change my Big Bang
near sing got that voice in the back of my head
say I give up don't hold back and not enough stay on track
it's been tough close the gap they can suck that's a fact I know I'm going slow
down on my own right now in this zone I down in the boat this is sound this I
broke this crowd you all know me now you know call it now better watch the fuck
out yeah
but you will not change
the cusp in the roast any motherfuckin nigga nigga beat Ledo keep love sneaking
up imma be the one creepin up until I meet info believe me hope you don't know
what I've been through never gonna take a slower way to go now I know to go
phone to my mind just like a waiver goes up to be the best must be different and
no guests must be meet you every test attorney goes into a chest fuck the
haters second guess I want to know what you do best take the risk and take the
deck chop their cousin break the deck yeah
but you will not change
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