Dear Mirele,
I can't believe I have one night to stuff
a lifetime of love into this letter.
Tomorrow morning – if 4a.m. can be called morning, I am giving you up.
I am taking you, Mirele, to the back entrance of dear, brave Hermann's grocery and the
child rescuers will be waiting there for you and the thirty-two other children under the
age of three.
They'll inject you with a sedative so you won't cry and then they'll slip off in
the predawn with you – my life, my love, out of this barbaric country to safety.
We pushed it off, Mirele.
We didn't want to believe we would have to give up our child, probably never to see
her again.
But this is the last child rescue.
After this there will be none left to rescue, because tomorrow, our informers tell us, is
the last big round up.
Tomorrow they come for men, women and children.
And I've been convinced by these words, spoken by our trusted informer, Hermann, the
brave gentile doctor, "Any child they take away either dies immediately or dies on the
way to the death camp" The word death three times in one sentence!
We were the last ones to be convinced to be give up our child.
He said, finally, with the deepest sadness in every exhausted wrinkle in his face, "I
cannot force you.
But if you keep her with you, she will be dead in a month.
They have no use for babies, she cannot work for them.
If you want to give her to us, bring her to the back entrance of my grocery at 4a.m..
No belongings, whatever food you have.
Goodbye."
Mirele, do you see why I have to give you up?
He said no belongings, but I will beg, I will plead that this letter be allowed to go, sewn
into your undershirt.
And then, I will pray to G-d that the letter stays with you until you are old enough to
read it.
You must know that we love you.
Your must know why you are alone, without parents.
Not because they didn't love you . . .but because they did!
It's eerie to think that by the time you read this I will probably be dead.
That's what Hermann says is going on.
People either die immediately or on the way or after a week or two of forced labour and
no food.
But I won't have lived in vain, Mirele, if I know that I brought you into the world
and you will live and survive and grow big and strong and you will be happy.
You can be happy, Mirele, because we loved you.
What makes a difference in the lives of adults, its seems, is if they had secure childhoods.
Secure, with lots of love and acceptance and needs fulfilled and predictable routine and
the like.
You've had that up to this minute.
You'll have it up till 4a.m..
But then you won't.
Who knows who will end up taking care of you?
Some family who will take you in for the money Hermann will pay them?
They will surely be kinder to their own than to you.
Here is where pain mixes with rage!
I rage at the animals who are making it possible for you to cry and I won't be there to comfort
you.
But you will have this letter, and this letter will make you feel secure, if G-d answers
my prayers.
You have us, Mirele, even though you don't see us, we're with you.
We're watching you and praying for you.
Every time you have troubles we are pounding on the door to G-d's very throne room, insisting
on an audience and demanding mercy for our Mirele down on earth, alone, without her parents.
And G-d will listen to us.
We won't leave Him alone until he agrees that you deserve health, love and happiness.
Mirele, you'll wonder what your first two years were like.
You'll wish you could remember.
Let me remember for you right now, tenderly, on this piece of paper.
You like hot cereal in the morning, with lots of milk and sugar.
Except that there is no milk and sugar now, none in the whole city.
But I make your cereal anyway and you eat it with big smiles between every bite.
Then you come ready for your nap, so I rock you, after putting the rocker where the sunlight
will fail on it.
I rock you until you fall asleep and then I put you in my bed.
You sleep well there, you like my smell.
What will you smell tomorrow night?
Surely nobody will rock you tomorrow, not even in the shade.
Oh G-d?
I cannot do it!
I will do it.
For you, Mirele, so you will have at least a hope for life.
Mirele, do me a favour.
After you've grown, after this dirty, nightmarish war is over…I know there will be those who
underplay the tragedies going on here every day.
They will say, "A war is a war.
It was just a war".
Mirele, tell them about this agony!
Tell them how you felt secure in my arms rocking to sleep in the sunlight.
Tell them how your father ran, one night, a year ago, to get you medicine, past sentries,
while breaking the curfew.
He risked his life to ease your pain, Mirele.
And now the three of us are being torn apart.
"Just a war"..?!
Tell them, Mirele, that all wars in the world don't add up to the agony in my heart right
now as I write this.
G-d it's 2a.m. already.
Only two more hours with my love, my baby, my life, my Mirele.
I'm going to hold you now, Mirele, for two hours.
Your father and I are going to wake you, feed you and tell you over and over how much we
love you.
You're barely two years old, but maybe, if G-d is good, maybe, you'll remember it
and maybe you'll keep this letter until you're old enough to read it.
There will be bad times for you, Mirele, I know.
But just think about me holding you, rocking you to sleep in the sunlight.
Keep that sunlight in your heart always.
I love you.
Your father loves you.
May G-d help us all.
Mama
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How to paint ceramic plates - Mandala - Duration: 12:27.
Hello, welcome to my channel
today we are going to paint
a mandala
in a ceramic plate
we started
We are going to use an enameled ceramic plate
with a little alcohol we clean it well
now with the help of a rule
let's mark the middle of the plate making a horizontal line
and with the protractor
we help ourselves to draw the line vertically
and now we draw it
come back to help us from the protractor
and we are going to mark 45 degrees
and now
let's join those lines
to have the plate divided into 8 parts
I put a little masking tape in the center of the plate
so you can nail the tip of the compass and make the circles
Well, we have the lines done
I think it does not look very good in the video
because the pencil, the truth that costs a lot to mark with the on the plate
well now let's do
some petals
helping us with the lines we have made and the circles
let's go drawing little petals
now it seems that it looks better in this picture
and we continue making more petals
It was very hard for me to use the pencil on the plate
well and here we continue making more petals
it would be our finished drawing
and well, the following, I'm going to show you what I'm going to use that are highlighted contours
and pearl pen
the Pebeo Moon and Prisme paintings
which are special paints with effects, they are super cool
and we will also use
pebeo porcelain paint 150
that this can be baked
It is a special painting for porcelain
let's start with the pebeo relief
and let's go
making lines
following the drawing that we have marked
very slowly, very slowly
carefully
let's do the lines
there is no problem if we have a fault
because this painting is very dense
with a toothpick can be arranged
or else as happened here
You take a cotton swab
and it cleans perfectly and there is no problem
and now we continue with the relief
delineating all the petals
and we also delineate the little circle that is in between
now let's use the painting pebeo moon
I love this painting
It is very liquid
then I apply it with a toothpick
because it's so liquid that you have to be very careful when applying it
and always
that is on a surface that is flat
and now we are going to use
pebeo prisme
which is very similar to what we have used previously
the only thing that has another different effect
but it's just as liquid and you have to apply it with the toothpick
and now we continue delineating with the relief
Now let's use pebeo deco 3d pearl
let's do dots all around
of each petal
I wanted to comment one thing about the painting that we used before
is that
I have applied it with a toothpick, but you can also apply it with a brush
I personally prefer to do it with the toothpick because it is very liquid
and it's much easier to distribute
now we continue to outline, but this time, instead of making a line
we are making little dots very close together on each other
and now we continue to outline
guiding us through the circle we have marked on the plate
and here we are going to use, from the pebeo moon range, a golden color
remains with the same effect as the one we have used turquoise
and now we are going to use the pearl pen or pearl pencil
and we're going to be doing like a few drops
and now with the help of a toothpick
let's stretch the paint down
so that it remains in the shape of a tear
and now we use the pearl pen
but in pearl color
and we're going to do exactly the same with the toothpick
let's stretch the drops
this painting
It is very dense and when dry it is totally hard
and with a lot of volume
and
the works are great
and here we are going to put another droplet
pearly color
here
as before but a droplet
and we stretch it
the only thing that instead of stretching it with the toothpick, we do it directly with the mouthpiece
and now let's use the contour relief
that is not exactly the same as the one we used before to make the lines
which we have used to delineate
It is much denser than this
that the contour relief
we keep doing dots
now with turquoise paint
with this painting if you have to be careful that you do not pass as me
that if you do the dots very close together
they will join you and they will stay together as they happened to me
we continue making dots with the contour in relief
and now with the relief
let's make another line
following the circle that we have marked
if you're wrong you already know that you can always help a toothpick to correct
and here we are going to do another one outlined inside
Now we are going to use the pebeo porcelain painting 150
It has a consistency similar to stained glass painting
and now
porcelain painting
but in another tone, now in gold
and we continue with the contour in relief
and now let's do
a little dot and we are going to stretch it
another little dot and we are going to stretch it
and so
all around
At the beginning it costs a little bit to get the hang of this but with practice it dominates
here we are going to do
several dots
and we stretch them with the toothpick
and here the same
but changing to the pearl color painting
same and we stretch them
and here another dot
Here we are going to keep making dots with turquoise paint
and in between the turquoise we are going to make one with the pearl paint
and here with the 3d deco
let's make dots
and here another little dot
the truth is very simple, even if it seems so at first sight
complicated
it's pretty easy to do
here as before we make dots and stretch them with the toothpick
and here we make a couple of little dots
and with this
we finished the decoration of our plate
Well this is our finished dish, it is totally dry
that's how it is
I hope you liked the video a lot
and that you encourage yourself to do it
which is super easy although it seems complicated
too easy
so nothing but to tell you
what
thank you very much everyone for watching my videos
and see you in the next
see you soon
bye
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EJ Carter is Up Next
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Pentax K-1 Mark II DSLR Coming Next - Confirmed - MEGAPIXEL - Duration: 2:15.
Ricoh is rumored to announce a new Pentax K-1 Mark II DSLR camera soon.
As you might familiar this was the Ricoh's first full-frame DSLR model which was announced
back in February 2016.
The camera
features 36.4-megapixel full-frame CMOS sensor with no AA filter.
It is also stabilized using Ricoh's SRII Shake Reduction system.
Now the successor to the Pentax K-1 is on the horizon.
We expect another February announcement for the Pentax K-1 Mark II DSLR.
So
we might see the launch event at or prior to the CP+ 2018 Show.
According to the Japanese source, Ricoh will announce the new Pentax K-1 Mark II soon.
Event the announcement date is unknown, the
full frame shooter might be unveiled around the CP+ 2018 in Japan like its predecessor.
The Pentax K-1 recently got a price drop at Amazon and currently selling for $1,769.95
in US.
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Red Velvet's 'Russian Roulette' MV reaches 100 million views on YouTube! - Duration: 1:22.
Red Velvet's 'Russian Roulette' MV reaches 100 million views on YouTube!
Red Velvet have garnered over 100 million views on their Russian Roulette MV!.
The girls released the MV back in September 2016 and since then, has gained much love and support from all the fans as well as the general public for its unique concept and sound.
Now, they have reached a new milestone in their career by gaining over 100 million views on the video and have now joined a short list of K-pop girl groups to accomplish such a feat.
Congratulations, Red Velvet!.
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