I videoed myself struggling for TWO YEARS... by Victoria X Rave
and even if you're trying your hardest sometimes like all you want is genuine
connections and does that exist
hey guys it's Victoria Rose here this way if you don't know who I am I
have a hard time describing myself so that's my youtube channel is all over
the place because I'm kind of all over the place as a person
generally I am NOT what I'm not what you think I am
that's how I can describe myself so welcome to the family like my hair here
you can expect some adventures and exploring the world and not being a
normal part of society a week or two ago marked my two-year
anniversary in Los Angeles I put together a two-year struggle compilation
because I've been vlogging ever since I've gotten here this video of kind of
an overall view of my struggle in Los Angeles but mostly has been with money
boys and housing that's been the three biggest struggles well in YouTube and
here we are in my new apartment and my new roommates fuck with lots of track of
noise outside and downtown Los Angeles it wasn't easy it's still not easy it's
actually it's it's always been a different struggle it's always been just
as hard I'm still going and we're still going and like I said in my other videos
we're going to get through this together we're gonna have so many more adventures
by December January I'm traveling somewhere new you guys are gonna come
with me but I figured this would be cool to show you guys the last two years how
far we've all come if you've been here since day one Wow but thanks for being
with me I really appreciate you guys and I wanted to tell you also I've made
merch you can get it all below it'll show up down below
it's a stay Extra Terrestrial merch with loyal if you're one of my loyal so you
can get that down there it's really get something for Christmas I don't know
because I'm poor I'm trying to travel so so here is two years of struggling with
things that you guys have gone with me through I'm single forever I feel like
I'm pretty accepting I don't know why I'm single forever I'm living with a
bunch of other people in this hardest housing thing and it's not like like
I've been doing this for a while for the past month you know applying places
having interviews there's always much you can do it like I like the way that I
look and this is not my long-term goal is to like have like a normal job like
that's you know not it but you still you still get feelings of being rejected and
feeling like you're not good enough or that you know I don't know I'm feeling
desperate right now like five dollars to my name I've never really gone into
depth about like what went down but um why I went to Ireland in the first place
and why I moved here but it was some a big life change for me you know I'm just
kind of vlogging the process of that we're pretty pretty good couple mister
just great just great that's the boyfriend tag
I don't like do I don't do like stuff like this this is I got a job I'm gonna
be a server I have no idea how to do this has never been a server before and
I've never been in a fancy restaurant I've never eaten in a fancy restaurant
it's deny she's a singer Lawrence Newland Sanders whoops Angeles the City
of Angels it's a such an adventure hey guys it's Victor Xavier and I still want
to show share that and show you how I'm doing which honestly is kind of just
putting a little a little bit insane just a little Loco
that you make me
I don't know how to say this without saying too much there's so much more to
this story that I can even describe it's a very sad long story and it's it's
affected me a lot emotionally and I try to make it seem to
people and especially this person in particular like these things don't hurt
me or it doesn't matter bit I just did and I I listen to this person's story I
tried to be there for them with things just frustrated a little bit
frustrating in my life right now and even if you're trying your hardest
sometimes it's like sometimes it feels like everybody's fake sometimes like all
you want is genuine connections
everyone looks agony from up top
I'm sober I've got some real dogs in my life lately and you know I perfectly
fine calling these my new men okay I don't need no other guys in my life
what I have these ones they're actually less of dogs than human males I'm a very
depressed individual I don't know if you guys know this or not but it's very true
you can ask the only little people that are very very very very close to me
which are very few because I don't like people getting close to me because
unfortunately Los Angeles is a really superficial relationships are hard
yeah they're complicated and even French as the energy even friendships are weird
sometimes right yeah Jason we got that on camera okay you can't show
hey guys I'm like if I gotta check out this I just said goodbye to Jason for
the last time of it he's been a really good friend
it's hard to having like good friends in Los Angeles
thanks to you think about my whole entire life right now but I was nothing
about that that's depressing freaking out cuz like money stuff you know just
annoying I'm so sick of dying to think about it but that's life that's
everybody's true just thinking I need to look for a side job
it's good morning guys welcome to the first
day of my Mexico vlog because all right Stephanie you're excellent of LA yeah
let's go I just bought a ticket to Tokyo for like I'll about the thousand dollars
and I have nobody anymore I'm broke I don't know what I'm doing I'm going to
Tokyo all alone with no money
looking to move and that's we're done right now
we can't get approved because my bank statements say a different last name
than my last name that I applied for
we got been packing it movin
there's so many good things that happened so many people that I met
grandma grandpa yeah it's so embarrassing these clones so
embarrassing why can I just have a normal family mom where's my dad
what your daddy who you think is your daddy it's not you daddy it was my daddy
your daddy okay it was my daddy again thank you guys so much for being here
with me I'm so grateful that I still have my loyal aliens out there I know
our numbers have gone up and down things have been crazy it's been a roller
coaster through so many different things I know you guys are still here along
with me and this journey of life we don't have to be like everybody else you
don't have to be like everybody else we can do whatever we want we're we're not
in this world you know that's what I feel like anyways and that's what I want
to bring to you guys and I'm gonna show you more places even if you can't get
out where you're staying right now I'll be the one to show it to you I can show
you and I will stay extraterrestrial let's make it
another two years except maybe in two more years we'll be somewhere new I
don't know comment below if you how long you've been here
I'm really curious to know okay I love you guys very very much
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